He Is My Love

chapter 11

When I wake up from my slumber, friends and prem have gone to college.  The doctor, Jack, and my brother were there.
My brother came to me and asked me if I wanted something to drink.  I did not want anything and sat up.  I said I want to go for a walk.  My brother said it is not possible now.  I sat there in silence.  Had lunch.  Then I took medicine.  I was just sitting there reading the book.  Then the doctor came and checked.  I told the doctor that I needed to go out.  Doctor said ok.  After the doctor left the room, Darvid came and Prem was with him.  brother informed them of my need.  Darvid said to Prem;  Prem, take her outside". So he took me outside in a wheelchair. Sitting there and looking outside, I breathed a sigh of relief....

"Samorn"..
'What'..
"Have we seen this anywhere else before?"
"No, never seen".
I can't tell him anything.  darvid bro gave me time to spend with him.  But would that be a problem for me?..

"I want to go to Decha's grave.when I can leave here. He must be waiting for me."
"Let's get out of here soon, I want to go see him too".
Seeing us standing there, my companions came there. 
"Why are you in love?"  "Lisa no, don't play".  "Why are you standing here, don't you have class today prem".
"Yes, I finished earlier and came here with that".
So we stayed there for a while.  Then went to the room.  Brother immediately gave everyone a glass of juice.
Everyone drank the juice.  After 2 days I am still in the hospital.  One day darvid said that he wants to talk to Prem and took him outside.  I didn't know about their meeting and openness..

Darvid asked Prem;  "Prem do you know who is that person Sam is in love with".. "Brother are you".. "No it's not me. It's no one else, it's you. Only you".
Darvid told him everything.
"Prem don't pretend that you don't see her love yet. Seeing that she loves you, I can't help but tell you. That's why I told you everything today. Even though she told you not to tell me.Now you decide what to do.  I told her once that I love her.  Then she said;  She will wait for you till death.  Until the moment you remember her".
"Brother, why didn't you tell me this earlier?  If I didn't remember until I died, would you have not told me until then?
I want to see her now. Come brother, come with me".
"I will come but don't tell her what you know now.  I will give you both space and time to talk while we go to see decha's grave".
So they both came to me.  Prem came to me and sat next to me.  My brother and his brother went to talk to the doctor.  He sat looking at me.  After a while, both brothers came.  He said he can go home.  All my family members came.  Mom came to me and hugged me along with Dad.  My brother came to me and sat with me.  I introduced Prem and Darvid to them.  They soon talked and got along.  All my friends came.  So everyone went with me to Decha's grave.  Everyone saw and left, and then they all stood outside.  darvid told everyone to go to the room and prepare my bed and food.  Friends took my family to the hostel room...
So only Prem and I were there.  Darvid left the car there and went with them.  I went to decha and apologized many times.  "Decha, we are never complete without you. You are always with us. You can never leave us. I am sorry for making you like this. We will meet again for sure".
  I burst into tears after saying that.
Prem went out with me.  When we went outside, we didn't see anyone.  darvid has sent a message.  That they are all in the hostel room.

"Sam, let's take a walk, there's a river over there".

I was shocked to hear that call.
After reaching there, we stayed silent for a while and looked at the sights.

"Sam, why did you hide everything from me? I don't have any feelings. You could have told me at least once. That we liked each other. You didn't say anything. Finally, my brother had to tell me. If I never remember, will you remain silent for the rest of my life?"
"Prem is not like that. I felt that I should not come into your life and destroy your happiness."Did I ever tell you that you are ruining my happiness. I am so important to you. You don't want me, do you? I want to know now who I am to you and whether I am a nuisance to you.  Do you want to live with me or live with my memories?  If you keep trying to get away from me, I will never forgive you.  Don't come to see me even if I die".
"Prem Don't say anything like that.  I want to live with you till death.  I fell in love with you for the first time, I kissed you for the first time, I gave myself to you for the first time. You are my everything.  I first merged with you.  You came as a spirit, but I believed you.  When you suddenly disappeared, my life seemed to be gone.  I couldn't come looking for you that day.  Because I was beaten by someone else and locked in a dark room.  I escaped and went straight to my house.  Then I knew you were coming back.  I walked away from you, but darvid brother tried to bring us together.Never hide like that again.  Never disappear".
After saying everything we both hugged happily.  He pressed his lips to mine.  He gave me a sweet kiss..

From there we went straight to the decha.  We shared our happy moment with him too.  I don't know if it was his blessing but suddenly it rained.  We quickly got into the car.  We returned home.  It started raining hard and prem got the car sideways at one point.  I thought that the intensity of the rain should decrease and then we can go.  We parked the car there.  He took the tissue paper and gave it to me to wipe away the wetness.  I saw him sitting looking at me and I asked him what.  He reduced everything to nothing.  He came close to me.  He pressed his face to mine.  He placed a kiss on the cheek.  Then he said "I love you so much".  I felt a little embarrassed when I heard that.  He gave me a kiss on the lips and then hugged me....
The rain stopped and we went to the hostel from there.  When we reached the room, everyone was waiting for us.  Darvid has told my family everything.  Mom and dad blessed him and me.  Gladly put me in his hands.  They were also happy.  My family went back home and my brother also went back.  Only my friends and I were in the room, everyone else had gone.  So I started looking at all my things and now everything is fine with me....

The next day I went to college happily.  All the darkness that was covering my life is gone and now everything is fine.
The management of the college itself has changed.  All were new people....

I ate food from the canteen with my friends as usual.  Doctor Bro comes to see me sometimes.  He is coming to see someone else, not me.  And we go to Decha every Sunday.  And prem he will always be with me....