He Is My Love

chapter 3

I didn't feel like going back to the hostel, so I sat in a corner of the college.  Suddenly I heard someone crying and I ran towards the place where the sound was coming from.  I ran and reached the volleyball court.  I didn't see anyone there.  When I got there, the crying had stopped.  Suddenly I heard someone calling from behind and I slowly turned around but saw no one.  Suddenly a figure appeared in front of me.  A look that is afraid to see, does not even recognize the face.  Suddenly it came towards me and grabbed my neck.  I felt like I couldn't breathe and it was so tight.  Suddenly something else came and pushed it away from me.

I have no idea what is going on here.  I felt that things were not as I understood them.  Who are you, what do you want, what have I done to you, tell me who you are for the sake of God.  He didn't say anything, and suddenly two souls appeared there.  I was shocked, who are you and what do you want?  I thought he was the only one there, but there's something else, who are they all?  Will there be more here?
It wasn't his voice that answered me.  "I won't tell you who we are, but why did you come here. How did you manage to see us. You have to leave now, or I will kill you here too."  "Who else did you kill here and why?"  "They killed me here, but they didn't let me go even though they cried, Go, you go from here..., or you will be next".

Don't know what to do.  From there I asked, "Who are you, tell me your name, and the other soul with you will tell me who it is".  I got no answer and I asked again and again.  Suddenly he replied," he was the volleyball coach, who else killed him.  Me, I committed suicide, I had to face many problems from this college, I committed suicide because I couldn't bear it.  No one did anything for me except one, my brother knows the most about me, he is the doctor.  But if he doesn't want to talk about it now, don't ask him anymore.  I really don't know, whether to believe him or not.  I will not be a problem for you anymore, I will be here.  But you will not be disturbed".

I got a bad feeling when I heard what he said.  Why and who killed the coach?  What is the problem for him to commit suicide?  How to know everything and have no grasp of anything.  I have so many questions in mind but just don't know where to get the answers.  I stopped to ask him his name and he left.  He immediately ran to the doctor, "Doctor, someone grabbed my neck and it hurts".  When the doctor looked, he saw a scar.  "What is this and who caught it".  "I don't know, doctor, what is your brother's name. Did your brother commit suicide, what is his name?"

The doctor was shocked when I asked.  "How do you know that my brother committed suicide?  No one here knows that it is my brother, how do you know as a new student. tell me".

"DOCTOR He hasn't gone anywhere, he's wandering here as a ghost.  Can you tell me his name please?"

"Yes he is my brother.  His name is Prem.  He will study well, play volleyball and draw well.  He has everything, but he started some unwanted company and since then he has been living dead.
I don't know what problems he had to commit suicide.  Me too, no one knows, only He knows."

"Ok thank you doctor, I'll go bye.
One minute doctor.  There is a volleyball coach, what is his name?  What is the dead coach's name?"

"How do you know all this,
his name is Ben."

Okay bye....

I got down from there and started going to the hostel but my thoughts never changed, I sat thinking only about him, the bus came and sat in it, why did he do that, why did they kill the coach, who killed him.  So I was going through a lot of thoughts.There are no answers to anything, but my journey to find answers begins here.

So I looked through old newspapers to see if there was anything about him and Ben.  But didn't get anything, friends were out at bed time that night, I called him, Prem.... He didn't come, instead Ben came.  I was very scared, he said.  You don't go after this and be like us, you leave it.  No coach I want to know who killed you and why.  Can you tell me something? " Dear, well standing people in college did this to me, many things are going wrong in our college, I saw it unknowingly, when they came to know what I knew, they deleted me.  Don't take your own life either.  They are the management, the head in the college, they can control everything, even the law in their hands.  Cops are on their side.  They pay high prices for the children who study, they push out poor children, they don't force those who don't study, there are many things.  You should always be careful"

I don't know what to do when I go to bed, many things come to my mind.  So we reached college in the morning and heard someone say that our principal died in a car accident.  I was startled and wondered if it could be two of them.  I don't know anything.  After the class, one of the accomplices to kill Ben went to the college at night and in the morning they were all at the principal's house.  After everything was over, he came to the college to get some files from ma'am's office.  Suddenly the power goes out and he starts hearing many noises.  Suddenly a hand fell on his neck and he was startled.  Someone was holding his neck and pulling him.  The eyes started to go up and said to him in a death frenzy that you killed me too. " How is the pain of death now?"  Ben cut off both of his hands.  No one heard his cry.  And so he ended, and Ben killed him after telling him his grudge.

Ben came to me with the files and told me to put all the files in my hands.  No one should know and no one should be told.  After he left, I opened the files.  So far the children have been cheated, and the false successes of the management.  He made many students who were not students to be students and won them over even though their marks were low, so that the college could achieve good success.  To have a good name and reputation....

Does Prem have anything to do with this?  Will his studies do anything about this?........