TW: PANIC ATTACK
𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚉𝙰𝙱𝙴𝚃𝙷 𝚂𝙽𝙰𝙿𝙴
I looked at my bruise in the mirror, i felt like crying but i couldn't. One thing i noticed is that I've been putting others before myself which is why I've had a shit life. Or at least that's what Pansy told me.
"Liza?" I heard someone call from my Dorm. "Liza you in here?" I opened the door and walked out of the bathroom.
"Hey?, What's up?" I asked, making my way to my bedroom.
"Draco and Mattheo got into a fight, and now Draco's in the hospital wing" Enzo said quickly, closing his eyes shut.
"What!?" I yelled making me rush out to the hospital wing. "Where is he!?" I shouted as i spotted Theodore and Blaise.
"Here!" I heard Pansy's voice.
"What the hell happened!?" I said walking over to Draco who's luckily still alive.
"I may or may not have gotten into a fight with Riddle" Draco said, chuckling weakly.
"You're an asshole" I muttered. "Get some rest, i'll check up on you after" I said kissing the top of his forehead. "Sleep tight Dray" I added before walking out of the hospital wing and on my way to Mattheo's dorm.
I stopped at a door with the letters M.RIDDLE written on it. I knocked but no one answered, i knocked again... Still no answer. So instead i walked in and no one was in there.
"Mattheo?" I walked over to the bathroom and opened the door. My eyes widened as i saw Mattheo sitting on the floor with tears flowing while Emily was struggling of what to do. "Mattheo!?" I rushed down to his side. I noticed he was having a panic attack.
"Help him!" Emily yelled as i rolled my eyes.
"Think of something, anything!" I said trying to calm him down.
"Seriously, that's your way of helping!?" She yelled again.
"Say's the one who was here before me and didn't do shit but stare at him like a fucking creep you are!" I yelled back.
"Like- what?" He asked replying to my words, breathing heavily.
"Uh- think of Happy things, good things!" I paused staring at him. "Friends- family" He looked at me as i just realized what i said. "Argh- i mean, not family- oh god" I breathed out. "Just- try and slow your breathing" I said.
I know one of the many ways to calm him down but i'm not going to do it. I can't, i'm suppose to hate him and not to mention Emily's here aswell.
His Girlfriend.
I cringed at those words, girlfriend... I know now's not the time to think about that, but fuck, why her... Out of everyone else it's her.
"I ca- i can't" He replied, he could barely say the words.
"Mattheo, look at me" I cupped his face making him look at me. "Shh, look at me" I stared into him eyes.
Tears were forming my eyes, i don't know why but see him like this hurts me, but why, it shouldn't. The only way to calm his breathing is if i- "Oh fuck it" I muttered before connecting our lips together while closing my eyes shut.
The tears that were in my eyes rolled down my face, butterflies formed my stomach. I deepened the kiss as I melted at his touch. I pulled away after a good 20 to 30 seconds of kissing him. I slowly opened my eyes as i made eye contact with him. We stayed silent staring and admiring each other before he spoke up.
"How did- how did you do that?"
"I uh-" I struggled to get the words out. "I read once that" I paused still staring deep into his beautiful brown eyes. "Holding your breath could stop a panic attack" I licked my dried lips. "So, when i kissed you uhm-"
"You held you breath"
"I did?" He said in a soft tone.
"Yeah" I said. "You did" I smiled at him.
"Thanks" He said as i stood up. "You're really smart" He added making me chuckle.
"I just- i don't know, I've read it somewhere" I said before staring back at him.
"Mattheo!" Emily ran to him and cupped his face, kissing him. I cringed at the sight of that, i don't even want to look at her sloppy kiss, fucking scary, annoying asshole. She pulled away. "C'mon, let's go to the common room" She said trying to pull him with her.
"I'll meet you down there" He replied as she left leaving only me and Mattheo in the room.
We stood there awkwardly, i didn't know what to say but what i did know was that he needed a hug, so that's what i gave him.
"W-what are you doing?" He stuttered.
"Giving you a hug? what does it look like?" I replied, he nodded and gave in, wrapping his arms around my waist.
"I'm sorry about the um-" He paused. "The bruise" I could hear the guilt in his voice.
"Don't worry about it, I've been through far worse then that" I chuckled pulling away from the hug. "And if i was really smart, i would've told you to stand up for yourself and not let what everyone else thinks of you get to you" I place one hand on his face rubbing it in circles.
"To them, your like your father, but to me" I paused and smiled at him. "You're nothing, and i mean nothing, like your father" I finished making him smile.
"There's the smile i love" I said as we both laughed. "Okay as much as i love to continue to make you laugh and smile, i'm suppose to hate you for having Draco end up in the hospital wing" I raised both brows crossing my arm.
"What do you want me to do about?, Apologize?" He joked.
That was exactly what i wanted him to do. He looked at me knowing i was serious.
"I'm not going to apologize to Malfoy-" I cut him off.
"Yes you are Mattheo" I gave him a serious look.
"Okay, but only for you" He said in a flirty tone.
"Seriously!?" I said. "Now's not the time for flirting Matt" I added.
"New nickname?" He smirked making me roll my eyes.
God that was hot.
'I know' A voice in my head said.
I looked at Mattheo who is constantly smirking. "Get out of my head, you lurker" I pushed him playfully.
"Ouch" He said sarcastically.
"I better see you in the common room apologizing to Ferret, if i don't, i'll have your head in the fire place" I sarcastically smiled before walking out of his dorm and into mine. "Don't tell him i said that!" I yelled continuing on walking.
A/N: Yes, I know... THE DAMON AND CAROLINE LINE AND ALONG WITH THE STYDIA SCENE.
I just LOVEEEE Stiles and Lydia, They're one of my top favorite ships in Teen wolf.
Xoxo,
J
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