C H A P T E R - T W E N T Y - T W O

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𝙼𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙷𝙴𝙾 𝚁𝙸𝙳𝙳𝙻𝙴

I left. I don't know why i did, but i did. I lashed out on her and i hate myself for it, i didn't mean to. She didn't deserve what i said to her. I'm just too stressed and I can't think properly right now.

"Matty!" I heard Emily's voice from behind. "I haven't seen you for so long, where have you been!?" She yelled.

"Somewhere" I sighed and kept on walking.

"Do you want to come to my dorm?" She smirked, i rolled my eyes and made my way to my dorm. She was still behind me blabbering.

I walked into my dorm, she came in aswell. "Get out Emily" I said coldly. She looked a bit offended.

"No" She whined. "I want to have some fun" She said in a flirty tone.

I rolled my eyes and sat on the chair in front of my desk, i turned around to face her and the next thing i knew, our lips were connected. Her lips weren't like Liza's they weren't soft like hers they didn't feel like her's. Liza's lips is way different, in a good way.

She pushed me onto the bed without breaking the kiss, sitting on top of me. "What the-" I looked over to the door and saw Tessa standing there. I broke the kiss and looked at Emily.

"Fuck" I muttered pushing her off me.

"You fucking whores!" Tess yelled at the both of us. "What the fuck is wrong with you!?" She pushed me as Emily ran out of the room.

"Piss off Ashford" I rolled my eyes.

"How could you do this to Liza!?" She looked so angry, like she was about to explode.

"Why do you care?" I asked. "Huh!?"

"What do you mean why do i care?" She scoffed.

"You avoided Liza for a month!" I said, shaking my head.

"Even if i avoided Liza, it doesn't mean i don't care about her dipshit!" She snapped back. "Y'know what, i'm done yelling" She breathed out. "If you don't tell Liza what just happened, then i will" She threatened.

I scoffed.

"And after you tell her, STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER!" She yelled before walking out and slaming the door shut.

I sat on my bed, realizing what i just did.

I fucked up.

"FUCK!" I shouted as i threw everything that was on my desk to the floor before tugging on my hair, frustrated.

She already hates me, and now she's going to hate me even more. I deserve it, i don't deserve her at all.

𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚉𝙰𝙱𝙴𝚃𝙷 𝚂𝙽𝙰𝙿𝙴 

It's Friday and I skipped classes today, i didn't feel like going, not when i have to see Mattheo. I just need time alone for myself, i don't want to talk or see anyone at the moment. I told Pansy to cover for me so she did. I didn't sleep last night, all i could think about was Mattheo, and why he's been acting like that.

I stood up to look at myself in the mirror. Oh god- Pansy wasn't lying when she said i look dead this morning. I sighed and walked into the bathroom for a cold shower to wake me up.

"Why was he acting like that?" I muttered, i noticed my eyes were watery making my vision blurry. I sniffed and rubbed my eyes. "No-" I shook my head. "I've had enough of crying" I added, before washing my hair, then body and getting out of the shower.

I grabbed my towel and dried myself as i looked at myself in the mirror. I looked more alive then before. I walked out to grab some clothes. I wore one of Mattheo's sweatpants and a Slytherin quidditch jumper with the number 7 on it which i'm assuming is Draco's.

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