The dream 18+ gustholomule (reposted)

getting ready

Mattholomule Pov:

The rest of the day went by pretty fast as my mind was in other places and before I realized it I was in front of my door. I gently swing the door open before taking a few steps inside as I look at the empty room. I closed the door behind me as I ran my hand through my soft hair, as the memories of today flashed through my head. I sigh a bit "STEVE, ARE YOU HOME?" I yelled and waited a second before the sounds of someone stumbling down the stairs met my ear. "Hey there buddy. Home already?" Steve said his uniform in his hands as he walked down the rest of the way. "Yeah, hey Steve can I talk to you?" I asked as his feet hit the floor, his eyes had a worried look in them. He put his uniform on the table and pulled out a chair and took a seat looking at me. I quickly pulled out a chair as well and sat down swaying my feet 'What happened buddy?' he asked, putting his arms on his legs. I took a deep breath as I thought back on today "well something happened between me and the witch I like. I was teasing them all day and at lunch, I took it to the next level." I said sweat running down my body as I looked at them, he didn't say anything, just looked at me. I swallowed the thump in my throat and continued "it ended up with us in the bathroom. I was doing something to them and right before they finished they told me to stop. So I did, I pulled my hand away and asked if they were okay. They were fine but then they asked what we were, and I didnt know what to say. I ended up crying a bit and they told me that they liked me and I confessed my feelings too. They said how they want to sleep over and then we could talk more about our feelings and how we are going to move forwards. Then we went to the stall to finish what I started" I said, letting out a breath I didn't know I was holding.

I look up at him and he little a little disappointed "WE DIDNT HAVE SEX IN THE STALL!" I yelled defending myself. He let out a sigh of relief "Thank Titan" he said putting his hand on his chest. I groaned covering my face in embarrassment "I'm sorry buddy, that is a really good idea though" he said. With a soft smile as he messed mine with my hair "you know Mom and dad are going to go on a business trip this weekend," he warned. I pull my feet onto the chair "When mom and dad are gone I'm in charge" he teased with a small smile. I roll my eyes before looking at him "can my crush sleep over this weekend?" I asked. He started to hum as he tapped his chin with his finger looking at the ceiling. "Come on" I complained while pulling on this sleeve, "I don't know," he said, smiling a bit. I yanked on his arm even more, "Steve" whined, before I realized I was lifting off the ground. He grabs into my hips, hanging me upside down, I started kicking the air near his head. "Let me go!" I yelled as he laughed swinging me side to side "I will kill you!" I yell again as I twirl my finger. A short tower of stone shot up from the ground which he easily dodged "mom and dad said no magic in the house" he said laughing. "Let me go you butthead!" I yelled out again twisting and turning my body in any way I could. "What is the magic word," he said making a groan "fuck you!" I yell at him only making him laugh harder. He let go of me for a second making me fall a bit before he caught me. "Fine, please let me go, and please can Gus stay the night," I said, giving up. He quickly put me back down on the ground "I guess so, but this little crush of yours has a name now" he said. I blush when I realize I said his name "maybe he does" I said crossing my arms and looking away from him. "A he now too, I'm learning all kinds of new things about this little guy," he said with a smirk. I groaned and ran up to my room "YOU DIDN'T HEAR ANYTHING!" I yelled as I hit the top step. I could hear him laugh as I ran to my room and swung open my door. I closed it behind me before looking around my room, it wasn't too messy but I still felt the need to clean it.

I first started by picking up any clothes that were lying on the floor and throwing them into the laundry basket. "I'm bored," I said to myself looking at my room. I sigh "I should practice what I'm going to say to him. '' I mutter. With a quick little twirl of my finger, an illusion of Augustus appeared. I took a deep breath looking at him "Augustus, I know we have been friends for a while now" I said looking at him. The illusion just nodded at me with a smile "Lately though I've been thinking of you differently" I said my voice getting shaky. "You are so sweet and kind and nothing like me, I'm just mean and power-hungry. I love to see you smile and listen to the way you laugh." I said before pausing for a moment. My heart was racing and my palms were sweaty as I tried to think of the right words. "I just want to be with you," I said, walking up to the illusion. "To take care of you and show you the kind of affection no other man can give you," I said. I put my hands on the illusion shoulders "I know it might seem like it but I don't just want to make love with you. I want to be yours" I said, getting stuck on the last word. "I want to be" I tried again but failed. I bit my lip in frustration as I looked at the illusion "I want to be your boyfriend" I finally said. I quickly closed my eyes. I waited for a second but I got no reply. I slowly reopened my eyes and saw the illusion looking back at me with a smile. "Oh, right I don't know how to make you guys talk yet," I said feeling stupid. "You understood what I said right?" I asked it, and the illusion nodded its head quickly. "Do you think he would say yes?" I ask the illusion, feeling a bit dumb talking to one. The illusion shook its head before making a face like it was laughing before disappearing. I sigh and lay on my bed before doing the same illusion spell making another Augustus appear. I took a deep breath and look at it, these illusions look so real at times."Gus, I like you more than a friend and more than just a fuck buddy. You mean the world to me and I'm scared of ruining things with us and being left all alone. You are my best friend and I want you to be my lover, I want to go through the hard times with you. I also want to see you at your very best, I want to cuddle with you on cold nights. To hold your hand even though I'm scared of others knowing about us. To bring you flowers and human things that I find that I know you would love. Most of all I want to do this" I said before grabbing the illusion collar of his shirt and pulling it in. I place my lips on their lightless one, my heart fluttering as the corner of my lip turns up.

"Wow, so that's what he looks like '' A voice suddenly came out, making me pull away in shock. There in the doorway, I saw Steve in his uniform with a big old smirk on his face. I wave my hand making the illusion disappear "STEVE!" I yelled in embarrassment. "If you are going to do anything with the illusion Gus can you wait until I leave?" he asks jokingly. I could feel my face burn up as I walked up to him and started pushing him. "I WAS PRACTICING FOR TOMORROW!" I yelled as I tried to push harder. He didn't move though he just stood there like a rock. "Well if you want it to be all romance and shit we have a back garden where mom and dad redid their vows. It still has the fairy lights up and such, that's where I would do it but if you want to do it in your room be my guess," he said before moving a little bit "I WILL DO IT WHEREVER I WANT TO!" I yelled back and my face beat red. This idea was good but I was so upset that he walked in that I chose to think about it later. "Okay then, well I'm heading off to work," he said before walking away, making me stumble a bit. I walk back to my room and close the door behind me a bit harder than I meant to. I look out the window and to the left where I saw the back garden "I guess that would be nice, but I'm going to need some help"