The dream 18+ gustholomule (reposted)

cute little date

He slowly handed them to Steve before looking back up at me, his cheeks still dusted with light pink. "We probably should get going," I said, pushing some hair away from his face. He just quickly nodded, making me remove my hands away from his hip and lend one to him. He looks at my hand then at the door and back to my hand making him bite his lip.

I was about to pull my hand away when I heard him take a deep breath and put his hand in mine. His eyes were glued onto our hands, his cheeks turning a bit brighter pink and slowly turning red. His other hand clenched into a fist as sweat dripped down his forehead, "he is not used to public affection so even just the thought of it makes him nervous." Steve told me as he put a vase that was filled with flowers in the middle of the dinner table. Mattholomule looks over at him before stomping his foot on the ground like a little kid. I squeezed his hand gently making him look back at me. "We don't have to hold hands while we are out, dear," I told him, making him widen his eyes in a panic. "No! I'm fine. I want to. I'm just nervous, I had never done this before" he said nervously. I could feel his palm getting sweaty in my hand which he noticed and pulled his hand away quickly. He rubs his hand on his pants as he gives me a very nervous smile. "Sorry, If you don't want to hold my hand because they are sweaty, that 's fine," he told me while putting his hand together. I could see Steve in the background looking at Mattholomule tilting his head to the side. He shook his head slowly while looking slightly confused at his little brother's reaction. I reach my hand out toward Mattholomule again making Mattholomule look at me nervously. "Are you sure? '' he mutters, pulling his hand out a little bit but not close enough to just grab. "Yes I'm sure, you are my boyfriend and I want to hold your hand" I reassured him, making him smile a bit at me. He slowly put his hand on mine, shaking a little bit. I gently wrapped my hand around his. I grab the door handle and slowly turn it, making a small click sound before I push the door open.

"See you later Steve," I said waving at him with my free hand as I slowly walked out the door dragging Matty along. I soon heard a click as the door closed behind us, and I felt the wind blow through my thick hair. I took a deep breath taking in all of the new senses that the outdoors gave to me. I looked over at Mattholomule who was staring at the ground, his body shaking slightly as he muttered something to himself. I gently squeezed his hand making him look up at me "Would you rather do something else" I suggest slowly letting go of his hand. I soon rest my arm around his shoulder and pull him a bit closer to me. "Is this better?" I asked, rubbing his shoulder slowly as I looked at him. He didn't say anything, just looked back down at the ground, his body a little bit stiff making me let out a quiet sigh. "How about this? '' I said, gilding my arm down his back before resting at his waist. I put my hand on his hip as I noticed his body becoming less stiff than before making me smile a bit. He slowly nodded his head, "this is good '' he said before looking at me "sorry" he muttered. I shook my head slowly before catching his eyes "Matty if you are too nervous to hold hands out in public yet I understand and I'm not mad at you. Whenever you are ready I will be there but until then me having my hand on your waist is fine." I told him rubbing his hip slowly trying to comfort him. His eyes widen for a moment while looking at me before softening. Tears build up in the corner of his eyes which he quickly wipes away using the sleeve of his hoodie. "Sorry, my last school fuck me up a bit when it came to kindness," he said before sniffling a bit. I smile a bit before pulling him a bit closer "are you ready to get going?" I asked him making him look out in front of us. He took a deep breath before nodding, making me take the first step.

Soon we were both walking into town together as I looked at the people walking around us. I could feel Mattholomule shaking a little but mostly keeping his composer. I suddenly noticed an ice cream shop that opened up not that long ago. "Hey, Matty, do you want to get some ice cream?" I asked him while pointing at the shop. "Yeah that sounds nice," he said in a quiet tone as he leaned a little closer to me. I blush a bit looking down at him which he notices and looks back up at me. I looked at his lips blushing a bit, making me bite my lip resisting the urge to kiss him. I quietly look away covering my mouth "ah yeah let's get some" I said rubbing the back of my neck with my free hand. I quickly started walking to the shop making him follow as my arm was still around him. I pull the door making a ding sound ring around the shop making a working look at us. "Good morning, what can I get you," they said, pulling out a notepad and walking up to the counter. I smile at them as I walk up to the counter "I will take a chocolate chip cookie dough" I told them. They quickly wrote it down on the notepad before looking back up at us with a smile. I look down at Mattholomule rubbing his hip slowly "what do you want hun?" I asked him. He looked up at me before looking at the worker "chocolate will be fine" He said messing with his hands. "I will get that for you in a second," they told us before turning around. I looked down at Mattholomule with a smile. "So chocolate huh," I said before giggling a little bit, making him push me a bit. "Yeah, maybe I like the taste of chocolate," he said, looking me up and down before smirking. I laughed a bit as I pulled out my wallet from my back pocket making him look at me a bit confused. "I can pay," he told me before digging into the pockets of his pants and then into his hoodie. I watch as his eyes widen as he quickly pats his pockets before sighing and hanging his head. "I forgot my wallet" He mutters, making me giggle a bit as I pat his head "It okay hun, I got it," I told him. He let out a small whine before looking back at me shame plastered over his face.