I Feel Awful

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Me and my girlfriend just had a fight. I didn't mean to hurt her, it's just I was tired from all the stress from the workday I had. But when she retaliated, she cut me to my core and I felt like I couldn't breathe. She said she'd wished she had never started dating me and my heart sank. I ran to the bedroom and sobbed under the covers. I wheezed and whimpered thinking about how sorry I was. My tears burned hot streaks down my cheeks and I stayed there for a minute until I felt something touch my head through the blanket.
"Love?", (c/n) whispered. I continued sobbing and held myself in a hug. "Hey, sshh I didn't mean it.", her voice was a low empathetic whimper. She laid down next to me and I felt her arm wrap around my body. "Sweetheart?"
      I swallowed and tried not to make an audible sound. "Are you alright?" (c/n) said this in a way that made my insides fold, but not in a bad way. Through the covers, I managed to let out a little " mhm" as confirmation. One of my hands was out of the blanket from the way I had been laying there. She took it and held it. I started sobbing again and became short of breath.
      "Darling, what's the matter?" she questioned, concerned.
      "I- I'm so sorry!" At this point, she was right next to me and from my burrito-like state I tried to stay as close to her as possible.
      "Awww, my love" I was to preoccupied by my tears to notice her sliding herself into the covers. I started when I felt a hand run through my hair and someone wrap their arms around me. "My love, it's alright. Everything's okay. We're okay."
      "You promise?"
      "I promise"
      "And, can you promise me something else?" I asked this knowing that what it was was my biggest concern. I didn't want something worse to happen because of an unresolved issue.
      "What else?"
      "Can you promise never to say that to me again?"
      "I promise, my love" With those words she kissed my hand that she was still holding and scratched behind my ear. "You're beautiful, you know that?"
      I half laughed at this and closed my eyes trying to recover from the previous moments. (c/n) kissed the remaining tears off my face and soon I was passed out. While she was still awake, she admired me and gave me head scratches until she fell asleep.

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