All about Kazujin

under my skin pt.2

was it all suffocating for her? in some ways, yes. there were moments out of school property when kazuha would notice yunjin in the same shop as her or the same cafe. and.. well it pained her sometimes, of course, yunjin never noticed her, either that or she never bothered to bat an eye at the brunette. yunjin seemed sweet, all kazuha ever got of her personality was nasty and selfish. could it have been a facade all along? she didn't know. it was all too much for kazuha, she never wanted to see a horrible side of the girl. she wanted to make everything up, but how?

there were many instances where kazuha had been given the opportunity to approach yunjin when nobody else was around. all those times, she either pussied out or someone entered the same room as them, making it impossible to talk to the blonde girl on her own.

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today, everything would change for both yunjin and kazuha. while they of course did their typical dirty looks once they passed by one another, kazuha would only feel guilty seconds after, looking past her shoulder to send an apologetic gaze to the latter as if that would make any drastic change.

"god i don't know if i can do this, garam." kazuha slumped up against the wall of the classroom, her eyes facing heavenward, with garam leaning alongside her whilst chomping down an apple, taking occasional bites. it was near the end of the school day, and they had originally planned for kazuha to have a proper conversation with yunjin about the long feud between them, despite that, kazuha had chickened out on all of her attempts to do so.

"i just feel so intimidated and dejected all at the same time." she glanced at garam who was just about done with her apple, throwing it towards the trash bin. "listen, you wanted this. if you don't do it now, i don't think you'll ever get this chance in the future." garam replied, wiping her hands off with a napkin. kazuha sighed in defeat, slumping down onto the ground, her gaze focused on the several desks in front of her.

"chae - " a voice rang out from kazuha's right side, she glimpsed upwards to see long, wavy blonde hair that she instantly recognized. "oh. it's you." yunjin rolled her eyes once kazuha returned the eye contact, she began to turn to go look for her missing friend when she felt a strong grip on her wrist, halting her to a stop. to her dismay, it was kazuha.

never would yunjin think that in her 3-year-long quarrel with kazuha that she would ever grab her wrist as she did at that moment. time stopped for the both of them, and with garam watching behind, more than ready to spam chaewon's phone with messages about the situation that was unfolding before her very eyes- everything felt like it was playing in slow-motion.

"hold on- can we talk?" kazuha felt a large lump in her throat, restricting her words. yunjin pulled her wrist back harshly, "no, i don't have any business speaking with you." she dusted her wrist as if that did anything, it was meant to annoy the latter off, but she didn't care. kazuha was too occupied getting more annoyed with how stubborn yunjin was. and that sealed the deal.

kazuha was aware of the empty room that was next to the classroom, the school had its fair share of empty storage rooms due to how big it was, so much so that they used classrooms to store some extra necessities. she used this opportunity to drag yunjin by the collar of her uniform into the storage room and locked the door shut. yunjin recoiled in shock at the brunette's strange behavior; she was speechless. "what? cat got your tongue now? you got nothing to say?" kazuha spewed, pushing back her hair.

"it's not that i have nothing to say, i just don't have anything to say to you ." yunjin retaliated with haste, her arms folded across her chest and her signature attitude look in her posture. kazuha ignored her words, as it was just killing her time- and mood.