Letters of Sorrow | Soukoku angst

Letter #2

Dear Osamu Dazai,

I can't write these letters every day. Mori is still sending me out on missions, of course. I'm using the time I have to write to you, be thankful.

Ryuunosuke found out about your death and won't talk to anyone. You warned me about not following you. If anyone follows you, it is likely - no, surely it will be him. I'll try my best to keep him here.

You really didn't think about anyone else when you left, did you?

I also saw the were-tiger earlier today, he didn't look good. He certainly hasn't been getting much sleep. Even that crazy Kunikida guy doesn't look too good.

I'll be honest, I did want to follow you, but I didn't, at least not yet...

I wonder if there even is an afterlife. If there is, where are you? Heaven, Hell? Or is it different than we thought? Or is there no afterlife? Just like you, I don't believe it. There is no God. If there is, they're a sadist.

I want to know what it is after death.

I'm exhausted.

Sorry, this one is short. I'll try to write a longer one next time.

I love you, Osamu. I'm sorry.