Worthless Confession?!

LEAVE! LET ME BE!

I don't really know what it was that made me grab the food and then run out of the room and into my very own room but I did it anyways. Maybe it was the pure fact that once my mom made food, I never got to eat anything or it was the smell of the food which made me want to eat it soo badly. Well who knows what it was, I certainly couldn't explain it but here I was back in my room.

Maybe I shouldn't have done that...

Should I go apologize....

Is it too late to do that?

Ahh!

Fuck!

I screwed up again!

No matter what I do, I always just screw up!

This is why I don't want to be here anymore!

I am just a failure!

While I was thinking that, I put the food on the ground right next to me while I was once again sitting right next to the rose. At this point, I wished that the rose could kill me but I loved it too much to damage it. Even though I also hated that rose at the same time, it felt wrong to harm it because of my own stupid desires.

Me: *sigh*

I could hear a knock at the door which made me look up. Only now did I realize that I burried my face in between my knees as I was holding them close to my body sitting there against the wall. 

All Might: Can I come in?

Me: Does it matter if I say no?

All Might: I won't bother you if you say no.

Me (wispering): You are only wasting time here ...

All Might: Pardon?

Me: Nothing. Sorry....

All Might: Why are you not eating?

Me: ...

All Might: Don't you like it?

Me: ....sorry...

All Might: My boy, there is no need to be sorry. 

Me: ....

All Might: Can I come closer?

Me: Am I child for you all to babysit?

All Might: No but we are all worried about you.

Me: Worried? Why would you all be worried?

It might be because Nezu was doing the same thing earlier or it was just me being really hungry that I was grumpy. At this point in time, I wanted to be left alone! I didn't wanted anyone here and I didn't need anyone to look at me while I was eating to see that I was actually eating something! That was really soo unnecessary!

All Might: It is because we are your teacher and failed to do our job.

Me: No, you did nothing wrong. You can't help someone who doesn't want any help! AND I never asked for it!

All Might: You can be angry at us all you want. Please just understand our possition as well.

Me: I don't care! Just leave me alone!

This hero was really something else. I remembered him from before. There was one time that he actually told me to dream on and he also spilled his secret to me. Even now I didn't dare to look at him so that he wouldn't say anything more. But when I heard the steps that came closer to me, I stood up and glared at the hero.

Me: GET OUT!

All Might: I gave my quirk to young Bakugo, he shall be my successor.

That angry pomeranian?

That one who told me to die over and over again...

Wait...

Didn't he used to urge me to take a swan dive?

Maybe this is for the better!

Perhapse this will finally give me my final rest!

There was nothing in my close proximity for me to take and throw at the hero, but there was a window behind me and who said, I couldn't break it. So that was what I did. With quite the force, I smaked my elbow into the window shattering it and grabbing a piece of this shard tightly in my hand before throwing it at the hero who came to close to me. Now I remembered everything. I remembered why I shut off that one memory and put it the back of my head. I now remembered why I had this feeling of hate deep down when I saw this skinny man. I knew he was called Yagi but... he was All Might and I started to remember the memories I didn't wanted to remember. That day when he saved me and when he left me on the rooftop, the same day when he saved Bakugo and the same day he ruined my whole life dream. I mean I didn't had much hope but he didn't had to tell me that my quirk was useless for being a hero. He told me that I should go work with the police office but I had a bad record with them and hated them!