Hp one shots

In the Stars ~ Fred Weasley

Note - Sorry I have not been writing! Life had gotten busy with school finishing for the year and I'm proud to say that I'm on track to graduate high school in 2024 and begin college soon after. This oneshot will be a letter that y/n wrote to Fred after his death in hopes to aid them in finding closure in the tragic event. 

Y/N pov

It feels like my life has fallen apart completely since we lost him. A small piece of me has died inside everyday that I sit here waiting for him to come back. It should have been me... I should have moved him out of the way. I'm broken away from my thoughts by George walking into the room. "Hey... you finished your letter? So we can send them off to Freddie." he asked with a quiet voice which was barely there from the amount of crying we all have done recently. I turn to face him and sigh. "I haven't even started, not sure where to begin" I replied and George gave me a sympathetic smile knowing what I meant. "I'll leave you be to write it. Take your time." he said before closing the door behind him as he left. I turned myself back to the desk in front of me and picked up the quill. How could you sum up everything you want to tell a person who's gone forever? In my heart I knew this wouldn't be the only letter I would write to Fred, but it was a start. Eventually I manage to get myself to write the letter despite the tears falling from my eyes as I do so; 

Dear Fred,  

Hey freddie it's me, y/n. Everyone misses you so much. It hurts knowing that we won't get to have the future together that we planned. I found the engagement ring you had in your room. Whatever way you had planned to propose would have been perfect I'm sure of it. You may not be here with me but I still put the ring on and never took it off at all as it makes it feel like you're going to come back to me. Sunday mornings were your favorite. I used to meet you down by the three broomsticks. Now, Sunday mornings, I just sleep in. It's hard to pass by there knowing you won't be in there waiting for me.  You took the best of my heart and left the rest in pieces. I'm still holding on to all of our memories together. I know you don't want us to cry that your gone my love but oh, it hurts so hard. Everyone said the two of us were meant to be together. My brother even agreed with them and you know how protective he is of me. I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever. There is so much I wanted to do together in the future. But now we can't because you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far. I feel like I'm alone here between the heavens and the embers now that I don't have you hear with me. I love you freddie. Until we meet again. 

Yours forever, y/n

As I finish the letter, my tears have become uncontrollable as I break down and just sob. All of the memories I had with him flood my head. I would do anything to hear his laugh again or to 'scold' him for yet another prank he and george had pulled. The one thing that repeats in my head over and over is him saying I love you... it breaks my heart each time it repeats knowing that it was the last time I would ever hear him say it...