We are ghosts

I missed you.

"Abigail. Abigail Terriss"

I paused for a moment before responding.

"Oh! Haha my biological mother had the same name. I never you you my name either did I? I'm J-"

"Jonas-" she held me between her arms. "-I missed you."

The world went dark. It was like a got drunk and blacked out. I woke up in my car again curled up in a ball with tears running down my face.

It was the same time as I had gotten in the car. Was it all a dream? I looked over at the seat she was sitting in and there was a note.

"Huh?" I opened it and read. And I was filled with a moment of relief.

Darling. My love. I'm sorry we had to meet again like that. But I did truly miss you. You are a blessing sent from whatever higher being is out there. I wish you the best in moving. And I do regret everything I've done oh so much. I've been watching you and following you since I passed, but now that I got to see you again I will truly pass on into the afterlife. I love you, Jonas. -Abigail Terriss

I'm not sure why I felt happy after reading it. It was like a sense of relief. As if that regret went away.

"I love you too mom."

I drove my way to the cheapest hotel in the area. 'Orange wall hotel'. Customer reviews say it has small rooms and bad internet but I'm only staying tonight so it doesn't matter.

"One room for a single night please."

"Here you go, enjoy your stay!"

"Thank you."

I say my backpack down and pulled out an extra pair of boxers and a tank-top.

Once I was dressed I took out my phone and messaged my moms, the living ones, that I'll be home tomorrow. Aaand no internet.

"Right. Bad service. Ugh... I'll just get something from the bar."

While walking up to the bar I saw the woman from the gas station earlier.

"Well hey there! In Need of any of my random thinga-mabobs yet?"

I chuckled at her energetic personality. "Now that you mention it, you got any Wi-Fi creators?" I said with sarcasm.

"Okay I know you were joking but, actually yes! Since you seem like a kind fellow I'll give it to ya for fifty-percent off!"

She had such a nice smile. Such a nice voice. I'd like to be friends with her.

"Really? Your so kind!"

"I try, here, it'll only me 8.67 for you."

I took a ten out of my pocket.

"You can keep the change, I don't need it."

I waved at the bartender.

"Can I get one of your cheaper drinks? Any will do."

He nodded and got me what I think is a beer.

Me and the lady talked a while longer, exchanged phone numbers, vented a little, talked about things I would only say drunk.

"Okay okay, I gave you a Wi-Fi thing. Whacha need it for?"

"Ugghhh I have to tell my moms that I'm coming home tomorrow. I probably won't anymore cause I'll be hungover as a towel drying out."

"HaA! I'm TOTALLY not going to be *hic* hungover. I have to go see my girrlllfrieenddd"

"Oh are you LUCKY to have a girlfriend. At this point I'd settle for a boyfriend." I groaned. Boy was I dumb. At the time I didn't even consider having a boyfriend.

I figured out I was asexual when I had my first relationship. That whole process wasn't very fun.