Dear Journal

Chapter 6

BRIAN'S POV

"Can you stop looking at me like that?" I say and Timothy scoffs before walking past me, making sure to slam his shoulder into mine. "What the hell man?" I say more annoyed than before.

I know it wasn't really my business or place to tell you anything but you were just so hurt and confused It pained me to lie to you.

I'm usually good at lying, actually I'm pretty great. Theo would say otherwise but I am. I lie to them all the time. They're my best friends I know but some things just need to stay buried.

Like the fact that you had a terrible childhood and your brother hates you for it.

Makes sense to you?

Me neither.

I love my homies I do, a lot. But that doesn't mean I agree with what they do especially to girls. Theo acts like he's not into anyone and then comes running to me and Timothy about how he just fucked some random girl.

We're young, we're supposed to live but all they do is sleep. With girls.

I sigh and roll my eyes before turning around and following Timmy back to the frat house. I know I should have chased after you but I also know every girl is different. I need to learn you more to know you, then i'd know if I should have followed you or let you leave.

"Can we please talk about this?" I say loud enough for him to hear me but he continues his walk of shame.

I look up the sidewalk past Timothy and see Theo running towards us.

"Fucking great" I groan and decide to slow down instead of catching up to the adult in a diaper. He knows it too. He can be immature and the only reason he doesn't want to talk is because i'm the only one man enough to point it out.

Theo will just agree with him.

"You let her go?" Theo asks angrily and I feel the urge to punch him square in that perfectly toned jaw of his.

"No. Brian did." Timothy says, like always he puts the blame on me cause he can't deal with his own shit.

"Oh fuck you" I spit and squint my eyes. "I didn't do shit to her you're the one who scared her away." I point out and he turns pale.

Theo looks back and forth from the both of us before rubbing his temples in annoyance. "Can you children fucking shut up?!" He nearly yells causing me to jump at his sudden outburst.

"Sorry" me and Timothy say in unison before looking right back at each other seeing who can burn a hole in the other one first.

You're smoking Timothy.

"What happened. Brian" he says adding my name at the last second giving me a sense of pride.

"You're seriously asking him? How would he know he wasn't in the room with us!" Timothy starts barking and we both look at him.

"We were listening to you, you fucking dumbass." Theo says almost completely convinced by his own words.

Timothy can be air headed sometimes sure but I don't agree with Theo. He's not a total dumbass. "Woah calm down bro, that was a little cold" I try defending my other friend but he glares at me instead of listening like always.