Dear Journal

Chapter 7

JINS POV

"Right this way" a middle aged man says while escorting me through the back ways where I'm hoping is the secret door into this twenty one and older club I'm at.

I'm underaged it's obvious but I met some people on the street who were young and just happened to start a conversation with me.

There were about five of them and they all had piercings with all sorts of hair colors. One of the girls, Alec I think was her name talked to me and invited me to this club saying she'd get me in without an ID.

I shouldn't trust people I just met but what's wrong with a little fun?

"Jin?" a familiar voice calls for me and I look straight ahead only to see Alec from earlier standing beside a door.

I give her a small wave and she smiles. "I didn't think you'd come." she says and softly grabs my arm.

I'm not really a touchy person so I try to shrug her off but she doesn't get the message and still holds onto me. I decide to just ignore it so I don't give off the wrong appeal.

"My friends are already in here!" she yells over the music while dragging me into the club through a crowd of bodies.

"Smells like someone sprayed a whole bottle of mens cologne in here" I say with a scrunched face and she laughs.

We make it to the bar but there aren't any seats left so we go to an empty space on the side. "Have you ever had alcohol? Or are you more into non alcoholic drinks?" she looks up at me and I look away to think.

Drinking is something I've only done once or twice and every time I did it was a disaster. Not for me but the people around me.

Apparently I get so hyped up that I think anything's possible, like that one time I almost ran straight into oncoming traffic. Don't ask.

"I'll pass on the alcohol." I say while looking at the drinks.

Biting my lip from stress I see Alec in the corner of my eye wave her hand in the air so I look over only to see some of the people I met earlier.

"Yoo Johnn!" some guy slurs and tries to give me a weird handshake that fails miserably. I give him a small uncomfortable laugh to ease how awkward this is.

"It's Jin" I say and he looks at me with drooped eyes. "Ooh my bad bro." he smiles and I give Alec a side eye which makes her snort.

"Hey Alec" He slurs and takes a step toward her getting too close for her liking so she leans back.

"Hey Jackson" she says and fans in front of her face getting rid of his breath.

He just stares at her for about a good twenty seconds before looking over at me and smiling. "Yoo Jeann!" he yells with a wide smile and tries to give me another weird handshake that I avoid by patting his shoulder.

I give him an unamused smile and decide to not make a fuss about my name even though I really desperately want to.

"Alec where's your other friends?" I ask and she looks up at me and puckers her lips.