10 reasons why I couldn't love you | tk

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Reason #9

I couldn't bear seeing your heartbroken expression.

The more I distanced myself, the more heartbroken you became.

I tried to get better, but over the months, I was diagnosed with more and more illnesses, and I only got worse.

I couldn't tell anyone what happened.

I was afraid I would only hurt you or my parents.

I only wanted to love you.

I only wanted to kiss you

I only wanted to hold you

Had I asked for too much?

Had I sinned for wanting you?

Had I sinned for loving you so much?

Yet I couldn't love you because either, i didn't want to dirty you with my dirty self.

And I could bear seeing your heartbroken expression anymore.

I couldn't bear replaying your wide eyes stare at the picture of my naked body plastered in the wall.

I couldn't bear it anymore

That's why i couldn't love you.