10 reasons why I couldn't love you | tk

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Reason #5

You confessed to me.

You confessed to me the day he found pictures of me.

You confessed to me on the worst day of my life.

The day I had been waiting for had been ruined because of those pictures.

My haunting past would never stop following me.

You confessed to me when I could not be seen with you

So I smiled softly, my smile twisted with pain, and I muttered, "I would've loved you if i could."

And I truly would've loved you. I would've loved you so much that this world would've never been able to comprehend our love.

But someone had found my pictures.

Jay had found my pictures.

And no matter how many times I rejected him, he'd be back like a dog to torture me.

He killed me a little bit every day.

He made me act like I was his boyfriend. To show off to his jock friends that I was finally his.

I fucking hated him.

But I couldn't let you see those pictures of me.

He made me kiss his cheek and hold his hand in front if everyone

He made me want to gag and throw up.

I hated him and loved you.

I always wished it was you when I kissed his cheek

I always wish if was you when I held his hand

But of course it was Jay

I was Jay's "boyfriend"

That's why I couldn't love you