I remember your voice

Part 9

'I'll be your mad buddy and we will create together all the things that will make us feel good"

be rusted after such a long time or maybe it was not the actual key but I still was not ready to leave empty handed today I put more effort and the third time it works and the lock was opened

but, as soon it seems as if it opened I felt a sudden electric shock that run down in my whole body and i loose the grab on the lock on top of that I had a daydream of a man standing on side of me it was vivid i am sure, coupled with a strong headache and and strong a sound so loud as If a huge bell was ringing so close to my ear buzzed in my head and I started having intense feeling as if claustrophobic, I moved my hands to grab something but end up grabbing a fist of air and just after the second I fall on the ground with a thump

I remember hearing voices with a mixture of the pleading of someone yelling for help someone screaming and soon all noise disappeared and the dark vision become more blank and dark

There was no voice everything seemed still and silent before I opened my eyes but I knew I was now conscious as the constant pain didn't disappear fully but seemed to ease a bit

But when I opened my eyes to my surprise and shock both at the same end I found two eyes looking down at me, they were not someone I knew, I had never seen those pupils before even her outfit was a bit strange and when I divert my eyes from them to the surrounding around me it was different too

I guess I am dreaming but I never had a dream this vivid and clear for once i thought this can't be dream cause this is so colorful and even if this is a dream this can't this clear hell i can see clearly , here is thing i don't know about other blind people but i was having colourful dreams in the beginning but later everything start becoming blurred and soon turned into colorful shadows this is different i can feel it i can see it very clearly i can see

But I also know the possibility of this not being a dream which is 000000.01 I close my eyes once again and tried to get up from whatever weird dream I am having but it seems like I was still in a dream cause one voice start screaming and it also seems like someone was patting my face

I don't quite understand what she was saying all I could catch was " ranisaa are you ok"?

I opened my eyes once again and the figure I just saw earlier was again in front of my eyes but now a little tense she release a sigh of relief once I opened my eyes

But now my relief was gone

if i am not dreaming then the conclusion leads to only one thing that I get my vision back na na doctors have said that seven years ago its impossible to get it back

so i again fall on the bed and close my eyes cause if this is dream i want to feel its color for a little more times that voice gasp again

and i open my eyes and stand again and look at her

"but this can be a miracle right i questioned her" , she didn't understand but she nod

yes this is a miracle offcourse miracle happen or that doctor might be a quack offcourse how can i believe the words of a person i didn't even see

but Did I really get my vision back I was so shocked that I was just blankly staring at her and nothing comes out of my mouth

Where's meera? Have you seen the other girl who was with me?

I don't know much but I guess she is from locals

She stare at me with eyes widened and then ........she ran I mean she literally ran out of the room

Room? Then I looked at the room it doesn't seem to belong to slum cause It look luxurious but stuff seemed antique It have everything you can found In ancient india but somehow everything seem new am I inside the temple but it more look like someone's personal room

I get up from the bed I still can't belive I can see now I want to share my happiness with meera I want to tell her that I can finally see again that no one will again now laugh at me or will be able to call blind

I was roaming in the room when I stop at one place I took few steps back

Holly mother

What is it

I mean I know this thing is called a mirror but what it is reflecting is definitely not me

The person I saw in the mirror is a very young girl nearly 17 or 18 years old she have this long hair which reach to her knees and she is staring back at me with those big eyes I am not out of my mind this person is not me and why am I seeing her reflection in the mirror

I tried to walk away and then again come back in front of the mirror but all I see is her do I forget my face no no I am not insane yet i played hide and seek with her for few minutes but her eyes always catch mine at same time

i think i am insane too now with being blind was it a major hit? did i get hit on my head really hard? am i insane now? , am in mental asylum and hallucinating it as a palace? and all ?ohhhhhh gooooodddddd

And I heard another scream but I didn't scream I look past and

The girl I saw earlier with some other womens barged inside the room and one of the elderly women come forward running I would say cause her feet was still on the ground otherwise I would have said flying

An grab my hand in her and start crying looking at me

i can understand you I can completely i said in my head i want to cry too I guess she is also hallucinating and is finally happy that she alone is not traped in this hallucination world and she finally find mad buddy but

The warmth in her eyes was something else as if I've been seeing the replica of my mother but she too was wearing an outfit which doesn't fit in today's era even In Rajasthan this is not what locals wear

Did the world get ahead or moved backward since I became blind

She taps gently on my hand

"ranissa , are you ok, are you still hurt ?(in dingal or old rajasthani)

And eyed me from head to toe

Where is meera ? I repeat the same question ? (english)

She also glared at me as if I asked her the path to the treasure, may be she know the path of treasure also she might be hallucinating from ages ago before me but I will ask that later

Ranisaa ? what are you saying ? ( in rajasthani)

I collect and joint all the words in whatever rajasthani dialect I could manage

Did you see the girl who came with me

She leave my hand and step backward

There was no girl with you we all were with you when you lost your consciousness

yeah with all of you that girl

which girl are you talking about whole kingdom was there when you lost your consciousness

kingdom?

Yeah