on a ride | englot | hiatus

six

You took away my tears that day, thanks.

Assuming that's what Charlotte thinks she is, she's assuming that it was for her, right? Or was it just an illusion and delusion caused by an exhausting day?

Engfa wrote that for her, right?

She knows every detail of that handkerchief, from the pink flower design on those edges to the initial C that was embroidered on it.

It is custom-made for her.

It was her father's gift, and she always has it with her, in her pouch, in her bag, or her pockets, wherever she goes because she treasures it so much. She calls it her lucky item.

Charlotte assumed it was hers, and she saw a little embroidery of her initial C peeking into it.

She tries to remember how did her handkerchief made its way to Engfa Waraha.

It happened when Charlotte's green tea commercial shoot was done and she saw Engfa in the hallway of the photo studio.

Charlotte is supposed to leave and she thinks that Engfa Waraha is the next model who'll have a shoot, which is why she notices how all the staff and photographers are a little messy because a superstar is coming.

What a lucky day for Charlotte to see Engfa again and that day, at that moment, no one was around them. It was just an empty hallway where the sound of their clicking heels and a little subbing was heard.

Like it was supposed to happen, so Engfa can cry without other people noticing or seeing her in that state.

And then there is Charlotte, who's supposed to leave, and she always has a handkerchief with her.

Maybe destined to lend it to the actress, to stop her from crying.

So does Engfa know? That it was Charlotte who gave her the handkerchief? Is this the reason why Engfa picked her as her partner for her GL project? Engfa did not even glance at her, she does not get the chance because Charlotte run so fast to get out of the building.

Overwhelmed of what she did.

There are a lot of questions running through her mind right now. Why? why her? When? when will it start? What? what now? almost all the WH questions.

Charlotte's mind is in chaos, and unexpected things happened again.

Someone is inviting her to go live on Instagram together.

"You've got to be kidding me?" Charlotte said, her eyes widening. Her mouth was suddenly gasping for air.

It is not helping her at all that the caller is none other than the person Charlotte keeps thinking of nowadays.

"Is this really happening?!" Charlotte's phone is vibrating non-stop.

"What should I do? She's inviting me to live together!" Charlotte asked no one in particular, almost shouting at herself.

With a panicked hand, she answered the invitation.

Silence—it is silence for how many seconds.

She doesn't know what to do again.

"Hi, Charlotte." that's Engfa Waraha's first word for Charlotte Austin. She said her name.

It was just her name, but Engfa made her realize how pretty her name is just because it sounded magnificent when Engfa said it.

It was just a simple greeting from one of the most beautiful people Charlotte had ever seen in her entire life. Her mother is number one on her list, but she's now blushing hard.

The actress is wearing a brown nightgown, like she's ready to fall asleep, and looks like she'll seduce all kinds of genders in the world.

She doesn't have any makeup on, but her lips are red, and her bare face is just as good as what you see on television, it is soft and glossy looking.

Engfa Waraha is that pretty.

This causes Charlotte to manifest her brightest red face, from her cheeks that turned rosy to her ear that turned tomato-colored completely.

"Hi." that's the first thing Charlotte said to the superstar.

Charlotte Austin was awestruck. Her eyes are shining, like there are stars around them.

Like one of her dreams just came true.

After she gave her handkerchief that day, Charlotte decided to leave the actress alone to cry. She left without saying anything, wondering what happened to Engfa and also feeling a bit sad about giving her the handkerchief.

Was it worth it? her lucky item in exchange.

Charlotte guesses it is.