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ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴇʟᴇᴠᴇɴ

Hyunjin's pov
I wake up for myself, pulled up to sit on the wooden table. Chan in front of me, eating my face.
"Chan hyung, please." I try to break the kiss, I need to breathe. What surprises me is that he's as if he's not listening, as if he's in another world.
I try to scream, he's going hard on me, but I'm turned on.
I need oxygen, but his tongue is blocking my way.
As much as I love his kisses, I'm feeling like drowning right now, like there's something wrong.
I feel like I'm obligatd to kiss him.
My core is vibrating, wanting more.
He's grinding on me as if we both are needing attention down there.
The fabric of our pants are standing between the needy touch.
I can't take it anymore, I feel like exploding.
I feel like shootin my loads only from this small moves.
"Love please, I'll explode." but in vain, he's not here.
Tears are going down my cheeks, I'm the only alive person here.

But

Before I let go of my loads

I wake up

Wake up to find myself sleeping on the couch, with the same clothes I was wearing when the arrangement happened. I'm panting heavily, shaking in my spot.
I reach to my phone..
What the fuck is happening..

I'm still at that day.

You're trying to tell me I was dreaming? Nothing have happened? It's all my imagination?

Chan walks into the living room, "Hyunjin, you're awake? You've slept here after we were talking lately. But are you feeling alright?"
So I'm only Hyunjin? Am I not his baby?
I want to cry, to burry myself into my bed and shed all the tears in my system.
He's staring at me, confused, waiting for my answer.
I take a breath I didn't know I needed. "I'm good"
I try to smile for him, but it's hard to live with someone in your dream as your lover and you wake up as nothing happened.
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah thank you for being concern about me."
I stand up walking beside him, but stop on my track, "Did I go to the kitchen after we talked?"
He shakes his head denying.
"so it's true, I was only dreaming."
"Dreaming about what?"
"Nothing." with a sigh, I continue my way to my room, I can't handle it anymore.
I'm so numb, it hurts a lot, and I can't stop shaking.
I don't feel anything except being pushed into my room's door after it closes, my hands up, Chan holding them, and our breaths are locked together.
"I asked, dreaming about what?" He asks with a very seducing tone. Breeze blowing on the sensitive place under my ear while he talks.

I free myself from his hand, sliding down to the ground, my tears finally get free.

He reaches for me, holding me gently as I cry into his t-shirt, drenching it with my flowing droplets.
He conforts me, oh how much I missed these touches.

I don't think I can tell him about anything.

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ᴀ/ɴ: I know it's a small chapter, I tried to write it full with expressions to make you feel the exact feelings as them.
Sorry for the sudden twist btw
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