ᴋɪssᴀʙʟᴇ ʟɪᴘs

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜɪʀᴛᴇᴇɴ

Chan's pov
Hyunjin's condition is finally getting better after three days of fever and a cruel cold. He'd been crying every now and then, whenever I ask him what's wrong he'll ignore or shut me down.
It's so hard for me as it's hard for him. Seeing your crush in pain is just too hard to handle.
He's been hallucinating, talking in his sleep. He's been saying different words about a dream. Even the day he collapsed, he talked about that dream.
I really need to know what's all about at least to find a way to help him, but it's useless where he insists not to talk about it all.
Right now he's sleeping, the fever is gone and I think he's much better.
I should work, so I bring my laptop with the headphones and start editing some songs adding this and that to let the time pass.
I accidentally write a song for him. It's meant to be random, but I'd thought about him all along the time I was writing.

"ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴀʜᴇᴀᴅ, ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴅ
ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪʀʀᴏʀᴛ
sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʀᴇᴅ
ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄᴏʟᴅ ᴛʜɪs ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ
ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴇɴᴅ.."

He's just too perfect to exist. I've recognized my feeling for him a while ago. But I'm not ready yet to come out, at least not until I'm sure he shares the same feeling for me.
I close my laptop, then my eyes for a while. I open them again to stare into his beautiful features.
He's pale, tired, bags under his eyes, lips apart still red from the previous fever...
Oh how I wish I can taste them, but I know it's not the right state to think like that. How can I stop myself when this angel is in front of me.
He suddenly speaks, he's calling someone, I'm totally in shock.
What's going on...
"My love.." It's faint, but I hear it clearly. He's crying while sleeping.
"Love don't leave me please, you're my everything."
Tears flowing like crystals on his pale cheeks.
I move closer, I'm sure he's having a nightmare..
But who's his love, my heart aches thinking about it.
Who's Hyunjin in love with.
Even though he loves someone else, I move to his bed, removing his cover a little to be under it.
I lay behind him, tangle my arms around his waist.
Tears are still coming down, I try to hush him. I think it's working.
"It's okay baby, I'm here with you."
"Your baby?" oh he's speaking again..
"Yes my baby"
He gasps deeply, turning around, and opening his eyes quickly.
I caress his cheeks softly, drying the tears away while he stares at me.
He comes closer, hugging me tightly as if I'm going somewhere.
But it hits me, he's in love with someone else.
I whisper not to ruin the calmness.
"Hyunjin, we can't do that. You love someone else."
He pushes me away a little, his eyes are so wide open as if it is popping out.
"I love who? How did you know?"
"So it's true!" I sigh, trying to get away from the grip.
"No no no!!!! Where do you think you're going?"
"I can't hug you like this if you think about someone else?"
He pulls me closer, and our conversation turns into whispers again.
"So what if that someone is you?"
Huh! I'm confused right now. What the hell does this mean?
"What does this supposed to mean!!"
He shuffles closer, buries his face into my neck.
"I love you, you're my love."
"But how!!!"
"I loved you in my dream, you were my love"