Pain

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I wake up to my mom and dad fighting as usual. And all i can do is lay there and think about what it's like to have a normal family and to happy parents and a twin brother that wasn't addicted to drugs. But he wasn't all that bad. He was still my best friend and the most normal out of all of us. nothing ever seen to get better in my house. I think to my self self.
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Finally i pick up my phone to see the time it's 7:00 school starts at 80:30 so i decide to get ready. I put on a jacket and some over sized pants put my hair up in a ponytail. I looked at the time and it was already 7:40 i walk out of your bathroom and hear a big bang i rushed down stairs to see broken glass everywhere. (Yn ) WTF HAPPENED WHAT DID YOU DO! My brother running down the stairs, as i yall (mom) you're retarded, dad threw a vase At me. I can feel my face drop not bc im surprised, but because he hasn't been this violent in a while. I stare at my dad noticing that he's clearly drunk noticing the bottle in his hand. I start to feel my eyes tear up. (Y/N) WHY CANT WE HAVE A NORMAL FAMILY ONE THAT LOVE EACH OTHER AND DOSE NOT HAVE A DAD THAT IS DRUNK ALL THE TIME A MOM THAT WILL NOT EVER STICK UP FOR HER SELF AND A BROTHER THAT DID NOT HAVE TO GO TO DRUGSTORE EVER-TIME HE FEELS LIKE SHIT AND A DAUGHTER THAT DID NOT HATE HER SELF AND HER LIFE AND HADE TO TURN TO HURTING HERSELF TO COPE WITH THIS F FAMILY- befor i got to finish my dad threw the beer bottle that was in his hand which ended up hitting me right in the face as i start to bleed. I look at him right in the eyes and run out the house right to school blood still on my face.

I hade no idea what time it was I just keep running till I got to school and went to see your fav teacher. I went to my art teacher and thankfully that was the class i was supposed to be in. Miss young just looked at you noticing you did not even have a bag with you. (Young) Y/N!? are you okay what happened to your face?!
(Yn)oh I just fell on the way here I was late so I was running. Which she clearly could see from your panting.(young) okay go wash your face and sit down. After i wash my face and comeback i go to find my set which ofc was right next to my bully Tom kauiltz. I take a deep breath and go sit down. Half way though class

Tom slipped me a note. I assumed that it would just be him making fun of me for "falling" i open the note and to my surprise it said "are you okay ik that's not a mark you get when you fall" i looked at him shook. I just told him I was fine and i did fall. The bell rang and it was time for 3 bloke i alr new Tom was going to be bothering me all day bc i hade him for the rest of my classes. I get up and walk out to see Tom waiting for someone maybe me even. I rolled my eyes and went on as he followed me still asking what really happened. I feel my self starting to get annoyed, i walk in the bathroom which, surprisingly he follows

(Yn ) get out right now people will see.
(Tom) I don't care now tell me what happened and not bull shit lies this time. I start to cry and told him everything as he stood there in complete silence everone new j hade a bad home life but did not know it was this bad. He just give me a hug and says he is sorry which at the time I did not even realize that that was the first time in a year that he's been kind to me. He grabbed my hand and took me to are next class. The class starts and i hear a knock on the door. The teacher gets up to get it.

Opening it to see a tall sad tired boy with a bet up face. (Teacher) can I help you) ( Luca) my sister for got her book bag at home. With out hesitation, she asked me to stand up knowing that I was the only person that could be the girl he was talking about. I walk over to him to see him with my bag and his faces completely

covered in new bruises.(you) wtf happened are you okay..? (Loca) ya you for got this we will talk after school I have work love you. (Yn) love you to be safe!.. i go and sit down back at my seat ofc i was sitting alone i did not have any friends or any like that. Tom gets up and sits next to you. (Yn) tom..? (Tom) shh. And then he looks back at the teacher.
I zone out think about your brother you always felt really bad for him even tho he did drives he was always there for me and was the best person to me no matter what and just bc he did drugs did not mean he lived his life about that he hade a good job that payed nice and hade been saving for us to move out he was always a good twin brother but the only thing is that are plane was hard still he would leave a year or two before me and get settled and then I would go live with him I was scared for them years I would live without him befor I got to finish my thoughts tom said something (tom) y/n hello earth to y/n? (Yn) oh sorry what? (Tom) I asked if you wanted to eat lunch with me?(yn) oh well sure ig.(Tom) well come on then.

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{Note}
Also sorry it goes to first person second person. I was really lazy with this chapter. OK I kind of got really lazy and for now on I'll put their thoughts in italics, and if you see the name Adelyn in here that was originally going to be the name, for I decided to give them no name so ya sorry lol first book😮hope you like it

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