the clinic

3. the call

Harrys pov

He tries so hard to hurt himself so bad. Why would he even want that. We go to our room and i take off my clothes to change.

"You should eat more" he says. The first thing he says to me. "No i'm fat" "Louis will find out about the taco's" Niall says. 

"How he didn't even look at us" Niall shrugs. He had turned around so he didn't see me which is kinda nice of him.

He takes off his shirt and it has scratches and cuts and bruises everywhere. Liam walks in with a laptop. Louis walks in too and takes me. "I know what Niall did today at dinner" Louis says. 

"How? You weren't even looking at us" Louis looks at me. "I know but Alex did" he says. We get to the movie room and Louis grabs popcorn for himself. 

He grabs a drink for me. "We are gonna take babysteps with you" he says with a smile. 

Nialls pov

Liam logs in and he face times Greg. They pick up and Denise sits next to Greg, on their lap Theo is sitting. "Uncle Ni!" He says. "Hello mate" I say with a smile. "Zayn told us what happened, don't let him bother you, you're way better then that" Denise says. 

"You don't stand up for people, why now?" Greg asks. "He is my roommate and just arrived a day. Talking in groups sessions are scary and than he just had to talk on day one. I didn't think that was fair besides Lucas is a fucking asshole" I say. "You can't say that uncle Ni!" Theo says. 

"Hey take care you and i'll see ya at family day okay?" they nod excited specially theo. "I get a day off from school for that!" i smile. "Hey i got to go again okay?" they nod and say i love you. 

I lay down in bed and i just wanna cut myself. The only reason keep trying to be dead is not to be a burden to them. I know they say they love me but no way they do. I also just wanna go to my parents. 

"Come on the movie is gonna start in 10 minutes" Liam says. "I don't wanna come" i say. "Niall it isn't a choice today" liam says. I start crying and Liam leaves. 

Liams pov

I walk to Louis. "I need harry" I say. "Why what happened?" he asks. "Niall just called his brother and nephew. Need to say more?" he shakes his head and taps Harry on the shoulder. 

"Go with Liam" Harry nods and we walk to the room. Niall didn't move. "Is he okay?" Harry asks. "No" i answer. I leave the room so those 2 are alone. 

Harry's pov

I sit next to Niall. "Did the call not go so well?" i ask. "It did, i just miss them and specially my nephew" he says turning around. "I miss my mum a lot" i say. "Are you here cus you wanted to get better for your nephew?" i ask him.

"No i am just a burden to them. I'm here cus Theo my nephew found me in the bathroom almost dead" he says looking down. "You're not a burden to them. I think they love you a lot" I say.

"You can't love someone who is depressed and is suicidal" he answers. "Yes you can. You only need to see that" That is the smartest thing i ever said. 

"You need to see you're not fat" he answers. "Fair enough. Just come watch the movie please?" he looks at me. "Why?" he asks. "Cus Louis is making me drink a calorie bomb and i can't drink it alone" I answer. 

He chuckles and nods. "Thank you Harry" he says. "You helped me out to" we go to the movie and sit down. He has popcorn and not soda. He grabs my soda and takes a few sips. "Niall..." Louis warns Niall. "Sorry" Niall says.