the clinic

9. for nandos

Nialls pov

I hear them talking but i can't move. Harry tells about kindergarten and yes i did know that, that is why i started talking to him in the first time.

I wanna wake up and tell them it isn't their fault. I just don't wanna be a burden anymore. I still can't open my eyes doesn't matter how hard i try. Would i be dead? Oh no i was in a coma.

"I saw his finger move" i hear harry saying. The way he says it he has teary eyes. "If he wakes up and he can go with us do you wanna come to nandos? You don't have to eat a lot just for Nialler? He loves you a lot" Greg says. "I can try. If that what it takes to wake him up"

I want nandos! That is a life saver! I hear the door opening. "Hey zayn. I have an question. If niall wakes up can we go to nandos?" Greg asks. "If he wakes up and you get harry to eat at least something then yeah. I do want liam and Louis to come cus they are their coaches" zayn says.

YES I CAN LEAVE FOR A LITTLE WHEN I AM UP! I also can have NANDOS! Okay niall just focus on their voices. I see a bright light and 3 faces. "Now we get nandos" i say. "NIALLL!" harry jumps in my arms. I get hit by greg and zayn and Liam wake up. "You heard us talking about nandos?" Liam asks. "Its THE reason to wake up. Now tonight we can eat nandos at nandos!" I say happily. "Not today. We need to run a few tests and you need to stay here a night" Zayn says.

"I was able to get myself up by thinking i am gonna get nandos" i say sad. "Tomorrow you can get nandos" zayn says. "Harry you need to eat" i tell him. He nods sad but he leaves anyway. Greg goes home too. It's just liam, zayn and me.

"How do you really feel?" Zayn asks. "Suck. I suck as a brother and as a friend. I suck at being an uncle and as brother-in-law. I suck even at suicide" i tell them. "Well, niall you don't suck at being a hard patient" liam says. We laugh and i get food. Not even nandos.

Harrys pov

Rose, alex, louis and i sit together. It doesn't feel the same without Niall. I play with my food and and Louis grabs a spoon. He grabs the food and push it in my mouth. He puts his hand before my mouth so i can't throw up. Or spit it out. I swallow cus i don't have a choice in this. "Niall is an idiot sometimes" rose says. "Don't you dare talk about him like that bitch!" I say angry.

"I'm just saying. He was not always like this! I know him since kindergarten we were actually friends okay? He knows about how suck my home is and he told me to fuck my dad! I forgive him for that but he knows i am not actually like that" she tells me. "Why would i believe that?" I ask. "Cus i can tell you facts about Niall that no one knows" she answers.

"Like?" I ask. "He is very claustrophobic he has ocd and he is collor blind. Also he is bisexual. His left knee is a bad knee and it can hurt really bad" those are facts only close people know. "He also is in love with someone right now" she says. "Who?" I ask. "Look he loves you and i am gonna need to accept that. He never tried to survive like this" she says.