the clinic

6. broken

Harrys pov

Somehow he knows how to hurt himself. We sit like this for a while and the others come in.

Family day
Nialls pov

I'm sitting somewhere on the ground. Harry is with his mum. After Rose came here my suicidal thought was only worse then before. There is not a day where i don't try.

I hear a little voice which makes me smile. "UNCLE NI!" i hear that little voice yelling. I smile and then see the little boy. That is my nephew. Theo.

He jumps in my arms. "I miss you" he says. We talk a little.

Harrys pov

After Nialls ex came i just need to lose weight. At night i go out for runs and when I ate i throw up again. I hate the fact we can't get a new mirror cus now i can't check if i lost weight which is needed.

"Did you make friends?" Mum asks with a smile. "Uh yeah. His name is Niall horan and he is my roommate! He broke our mirror and now we can't have a new one" i say. "Well maybe for the better you don't have a mirror. Why did he break it? Can i meet him?" Mum asks a lot of questions. "He is suicidal and there isn't a day where he doesn't try to kill himself. Also he must be around somewhere"

We look around and we see him with his nephew i think. "Why can't you stop?" His nephew asks. "You tell me Theo" niall answers. "Niall! Meet my mum! Mum this is Niall with his brother sister-in-law and his nephew!" They introduce themselves.

"Wait? Louis?" Greg asks. "You know him?" Niall asks. "Yeah that is your older brother and my younger brother" Greg says. "And louis you knew this? Is that why you didn't want to help me anymore?" I can tell Niall is a little angry and sad. "It is yeah" louis says.

"So that is also my uncle?" Theo asks. "He is. Our parent's hated him and he walked away after Niall was born when Niall was young" louis nods and Niall just runs off. I look at mum and she nods.

I run after Niall along with Theo who is pretty fast for his age. He can't keep up but he is fast. Now i lose weight too so it's a win win situation. I catch up with Niall and grab his legs. We both fall down.

Niall bumps his head on the ground hard. He looks at me with tears in his eyes. It isn't from the fall that is what i know. He starts to scratch himself, old wounds like he does a lot.

"Niall it isn't your fault" i say. "It is! He left cus of me! My parents hated him cus of me!" I pull him against my chest and he cries. I've seen Niall broken a lot these past month but not this much. "I wanna go to bed and never get out again and die" he says. "Well i am not letting you!" I say. "Why not?" He asks desperately.

"Cus you're my only friend i have in my life" i say honest. He looks at me with red fluffy eyes. "What?" He asks. "At school i got bullied for my weight. And normally it is 1 group who does that but at my school it was the whole school. I stopped eating and now I'm here. No one wanted to be friends with me cus i do my nails sometimes and i like to do some girl stuff. No one wanted me around and then i came here with you. The first thing you said to me is that i should eat. No one ever told me that besides my family" i tell him.

"I had friends. Well 1. Then he killed himself, i got with Rose and she abused me a lot and then my parents died. I told you the rest already" he says. "Niall please i need you. Your nephew needs you a lot" i say. He smiles and we sit for a while. "I did mean it. The first words i told you" he says. Theo jumps in our arms and we laugh. "You're a cute couple" Theo says. Niall laughs and hugs theo.

"How is your school going?" I ask Theo. "Well, i have 1 friend but mum and dad don't like her cus she is a girl. Her name is Eva. She is the best!" He says. I see Niall just lighting up when he talks with his nephew. "And when you're home you play guitar for me! You promised" Theo says. "Is he good?" I ask. "Yes he is THE best in the whole world!" Theo says. The others came too.

"Niall i am sorry i didn't tell you sooner" Louis says but Niall ignores him. "I did promise that Theo so when i get back and i am better i will try okay?" Niall says and theo nods. "Sweety? I have to go" mum says. I nod and Greg leaves too. Louis still tries to talk with niall but nothing. After this we have dinner.

Rose sits with us too but that is cus we don't wanna leave Alex alone with that bitch. "I can't do this!" She says. "What?" Niall asks annoyed. He has a rough day. "Eating THIS much. To much calories" she answers. We have a burger and chips. We have to eat it all. Niall grabs some chips from me. "NIALL I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU DO THAT ONE MORE TIME!" louis says.

He does it again and louis stands up. Niall just stays and waits. "Please kill me" niall begs. "No" louis says. "Then don't talk to me" Niall answers. I just take a bite. "Omg you can eat that?" Rose asks. I lay it back down. "Rose Anne Johnson. Shut the fuck up bofore that plate comes on your face!" Niall says angry. Niall walks away and Liam goes after him.