the clinic

15. nicknames

Harrys pov

I wanna throw up but we sit here. It is amazing here. "I wanna go back to school" niall says. "Why? All people do is jugde you" i answer.

"Cus i wanna have a normal 2 weeks. Besides i had my first day and i didn't show up" he says. "Wait you're the new kid that should have come but never did and then there were rumors that you abused a girl named Rose" i say. "At least you know the truth" he says. He has his head on my shoulder.

"We could go but i wanna stick together then" he nods. "So do i. I don't think i can make high school without a friend" he answers. I smile. "Well, thats a lie. I can't make high school without my boyfriend" he correts himself. I laugh and just think.

We go back and sit down at the table. We look at everyone. "We wanna go back to school" niall says. Everyone looks confused at us. "Why?" Greg asks. "Harry what did you do with my brother-in-law?" Denise asks me. "I uh don't know" i say and everyone laughs.

"But can we? I mean Rose already spret the rumor i abused her. Harry doesn't believe it so not worse can it be. Besides the beating up, getting bullied and punched in the face. Okay maybe not so good idea" he says.

"No i think it is a great idea" Greg says. "No, it is a terrible idea. I'm going to my bed cus it is comfortable" niall says. He wants to go upstairs but i grab him. "No i need to eat so you stay here with us. And yes school sucks but we can do it" i say.

Nialls pov

I sit back down and listen to everyone talking. I start to do this thing that i do before i cut myself. I do my thumb on my pinky, ring finger, middle finger and my index finger. I repeat it and then i feel harrys hand.

"We are going back to school and we are gonna stick together" harry says. "Now we go upstairs and watch a movie" harry continues. We go upstairs and Greg told us to keep the door open. "Whats wrong pumpkin?" Harry asks. "You don't like food? Why do you name me after something like that?" I ask him insecure. "Well, i before everything my mum and i used to bake a lot. My favorite was pumpkin pie. Pumpkins are my favorites and so are you" i smile again.

"Then you are a cupcake, i love cupcakes!" I say and he laughs. We decide to watch harry potter and i just love to cuddle into him. I know he doesn't like it a lot but i love him and the only thing i feel is ribs. "You look great today. I do wonder how did you know?" I ask him. "You mean the thing with your fingers?" I nod.

"You did it a lot in the clinic before you tried to hurt yourself" he answers. Yeah i do it a lot. It has probably something to do with my ocd too.