Love is nothing but a feeling, and most of the time feelings aren't factual hence they fluctuate as seasons change, but your love is intimate hence I can't stay away ;
your love is getting lost in your eyes while you tell me about your day; your love is stargazing on a Sunday - fulfilling and enriching ;
your love is feelings that I never thought can be awoken in me .
Your love is healing.
Your feelings are intimacy hence I'm addicted to being inside you,
around you, all over you,
feeling you, soul feeding on you because you feel like everything is going to be okay .
Making you fall in love with what we could be and later leaving you with what we should have been is unfair to you, but satisfying to me...
Listen I know I love you
I need you.
BUT
Love you can't be with anyone that's not me because the thought of you fulfilling their desires and climaxing to their touch;
scratching their back unburdening them the same way you did to me ; kissing them while you get lost in how they feel inside of you ;
tightening your grip on their hair while they feed on you like wild beasts
just makes me sick.
Yes I am not in love with you because love is nothing but a feeling, and feelings aren't always a true reflection of your heart , that's why they fade after some time
but I care for you,
I care about you.
