I don't know if I'll ever be happy without you,
because 23/24 times I spelt happiness using the alphabets in your name.
You know I made you my entire existence, nothing mattered when I was with you until issues brewed conflicts and within those conflicts
a lot of pain was inflicted
I don't know if I'll ever be happy without you,
because August still writes me letters about the promises I made to God about you.
You know you were , are, will forever be my salvation, so letting go of you is letting go of my mental stability
Because you were, are , will forever be my anchor.
I don't know if I'll ever be happy without you, because every 2 days out of 31 days
every bottle of wine I touch
reminds me that I lost someone I hoped would become my wife
You know you were, are, was my life
so I don't know happiness outside of you
But I'm finding it,
I am learning happiness that isn't you.
~ Teddy
