Love's Thorned Path. - Seongjoong smut.

Behind The Story

Hongjoongs POV
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After a few weeks of me and Seonghwa dating, we finally got comfortable with bunch of stuff next to each other. Seonghwa was comfortable to show his scars, but he didn't tell what happened. I called them the gifts of Cupid since he believed in that god. They were making me feel bad but I had to get over it. They only made him of a more interesting person to talk with.

On an evening of a Sunday, we had a date planned. I told him that I would decide on everything and he trusted me with that.

When I picked him up, he looked gorgeous. He was in his own unique style that was very beautiful.
He entered my car and greeted me with a kiss.

"Good evening Hwa."

"Evening."
He said as he sat down with a smile.

I started driving out as he continued talking.
"Hongjoong, I think I'm ready to tell you everything."

I immediately pushed the brakes and looked at him.
"Please do tell me right now."

"When we get there."
He smiled at me.

"Awh.. but thinking about it I picked the perfect date for that."
I smiled again and started driving again.

We chatted as we got to the place. I got the date idea from San, he told me that Seonghwa loved watching the sunset and nature, because of that I got a very common idea - watching the sunset on a beach.

I drove onto the sand and got out of the car and opened the door for Seonghwa.

Seonghwa looked around as he looked around and the wind blew his hair.
"Did you talk to San before setting up this date?"

"I may have."
I giggled and closed his door.

I went to the back seat and took a bag with a blanket and bunch of snacks.

I took his hand and we walked onto the sand. I settled the blanket and we sat down on it.

I laid on his chest and and kissed his neck.
"So? Will you tell me everything."

"First of all, before dating you, I never thought you would be such a gentleman."

"Oh so you thought I'd be a jerk?"
I looked up at him and smiled.

"No, I just thought you'd be more agressive."

"Not with the ones I adore."
I giggled.

He kissed my head and sighed.
"Okay, let me tell you everything."

"Please do."

"So everything started before my birthday, a week before, I started catching feelings for you. And a day before my birthday I started having mental breakdowns from the attraction I was feeling towards you. Keep in mind this all happens in a really short time."

"Mhm."

"On my birthday, I got a bottle of whiskey from San, I drank it and I started craving more. I took some from my families drawer and drank two more. My mom came in and started asking questions and trying to calm me down, when she left I started crying intensely again and smashed an empty bottle straight into my head."

"Oh shit Seonghwa, I can't imagine the pain."

"It was really hurtful, my parents took me to a hospital but they told me I'm fine. We went back home and my mom applied shit ton of plasters onto my face."

"But why?"
I whined.

"I felt- guilty for falling in love."

"Now that's just depressing. Don't ever feel like that again."

"Well you also were dating Sans sister at the moment."

"Fun thing between us, she never let me kiss her, and we were acting just like we were in kindergarten by our 'dating' ."

"Are you happy you moved on?"

"I am really happy. With you I realised I never really loved her, she just manipulated me into being attached to her."

"That's horrible."

"It really is, but can you please continue on the-?"

"Yes. The next day, when I got to school with a horrible hangover and bruises all over my face, I rejected your help because I didn't want to get attached more. But when I got back home, I didn't want to reapply the plasters because I thought I looked ugly. When I went into the bathroom and opened the drawer for plasters, the razor was right next to them."

"Seonghwa, no..."

"Well... I took the razor instead and started cutting my forearm, it was making me feel better for the moment, but after I just felt like a spoiled brat who was crying because I didn't get what I wanted."

"Seonghwa, you really went through so much just because Cupid chose me for you."

"I was going crazy for you Hongjoong. I'm glad I am healing up now."

"Please don't ever do that for anyone again. I promise you won't need to change me for anyone else, I will cherish your heart for forever."

"And why are you saying all that?"
He giggled.

"I feel like I have to give you permanent love, you were honestly hurting so much."

"You don't have to if you really don't love me."

"That's the point, I love you."

He smiled and kissed my head,
"The sun is setting finally."

"It's still quite early."

"It surely is."

I put my hand on his thigh and snuggled up to him as he sat back. The sun was setting slowly, it took an hour for it to be completely gone.
When we couldn't see it at all, Seonghwa still kept starring at the sky. His eyes looked dreamy even in the dark.

I sat up and kissed him.
"You're a dreamy guy."

He kissed me back.
"And you're the one that dreams of me."

We started making out. I held his head with my hand as he leaned back. I pulled away and he put his hands on my neck.

"Sometimes I just get the want to give you a nice reward for being such a gentleman."
He giggled.

"Hm? Rewards like what?"
I giggled.

"I don't know..."
He whispered as he pulled me into a kiss again.

As we kissed he moaned into my mouth, after a few seconds of him making those 'innocent' sounds I pulled away and by the last thing he did was bite my lip.

"You take good care of me Hongjoongie."

"I try real hard."

"What about we go back to the car? I can show you something cool."
He winked at me.

I smiled.
"Let's go then."

We got up, gathered the things and went to the back seat of the car. I slid in there and he got right on top of me and started making out with me again. He sat down on my crotch and started moving his hips forward and back. It felt just great, his buttocks was quite big and enjoyable.

He pulled away and I sat up against the door before pulling him back into a kiss again.

He pulled away and gave me that wicked smile.
"You got such a big boner."

I smiled too.