I die, You die

Chapter 12

Shen Wei woke up in the middle of night with a heavily breath to be awakening by her own power. No one sleep near her at that time. Usually Zhao Yunlan will sleep near her to make sure she is fine. And with that pendant on her neck, she can stay closer with Zhao Yunlan now. Shen Wei didn't know what to do with her awakening now. She was raised in the modern world amongst the humans. She didn't know about power except the one which protecting her through her life.

"Maybe I should find Yunlan or Monk Lin to ask the detail for to control my power, how to use it and so on. I really didn't know anything about my awakening power. I don't know how to control it. I don't want to hurt my lovely people around me because of my uncontrollable power with me," Shen Wei whined to think of any possibilities with her own power.

With that Shen Wei walks out from that temple room and she keeps finding whether Zhao Yunlan or Monk Lin in that temple. No Monk Lin through her finding. She sighs as she needs someone now to help her with this power. As she keeps finding any of them, someone touched her back shoulder caused her startled and immediately she turned to her back with a surge of power. Unconsciously, she hit that person with her uncontrollable power again.

"Prof. Shen! No!" Guo shouted in surprise to see Chu is stumbling to the wall, hardly hit his back body, caused him spit the blood for the pain.

"Chu... Chu ge... I am sorry... I didn't mean that... My power... uncontrollable..." Shen Wei stuttered to apologize to Chu, her saviour.

Chu shakes his head while stroking his painfully chest for the hit.

"No, Wei. I should apologize to you to startle you when your condition is not good now," Chu weakly said.

"What's happened here? Chief Chu, why are you... Wei, are you..." Zhao Yunlan who heard the commotion from this place came to here to check and unexpectedly he saw this situation amongst the three of them with Chu is hurt.

"Don't blame her, Zhao Yunlan. She didn't mean it. I saw she is in miserable face, so I wanted to ask her. But unconsciously she hit me with her uncontrollable power," Chu explained while standing up to face them.

"Wei, you can't control your power now? That's mean you are..." Zhao Yunlan curiously asked.

Shen Wei nods admitted.

"I am fully awakened now, Yunlan. But I don't know how to control it and how to use it. It's uncontrollable within me now. Monk Lin said I am the daughter of that healer, but now when everytime I hurt my friends, I feel like I am a killer not a healer," Shen Wei emotionally whined and she cries at her stood.

Zhao Yunlan feels pity to see this girl who is grown up as an ordinary girl now becomes a powerful healer because of her relationship with that former healer, Yezhun. Shen Wei who was an ordinary lecturer is now being an unexpected healer that she just awakened. Not only Zhao Yunlan, but also Chu and Guo feel pity to her now to get that unexpected real identity of her through this journey. Zhao Yunlan pulls her to his hold and he strokes her back to calm down her worrying heart to be awakened now.

"Please don't worry, Wei. We all are at your side for whatever happens. We will not leave you just if you hurt us because of your uncontrollable power. We can understand it since you didn't mean to hurt us with your power. Just you still in the middle to learn to control it. So, with me and Lin at here, we will help you to control it. Even your friends too, I am sure they will help you with anything," Zhao Yunlan assured while stroking the back of Shen Wei.

"What if I still can't control it?" Shen Wei worryingly asked.

"Then, I will help you to control it. Just stay by my side, then I can know whenever you can't control it," Zhao Yunlan assured again.