A Lie In Church

09 | We're Over

Winter POV.

I woke up, while the captain announced that we arrive to our destination. As I open my eyes and scratch it I realized I was hugging Cloud, so I immediately push him. Oh no.

"What was that for? And why can't I move my arms?" I chuckled nervously, I think I made his arms my pillows for the past couple of hours trip.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault". When he look at my face full of guilt, he said not to worry and smile.

I sighed in relief, but come to think of it. Is he being nice because we're in public? Umm duh, it's obvious, this making me crazy talking to myself.

The flight attendant instruct us of what to do next, as I was mesmirized with how they are calm and fluently speaking English. Thinking of, this is my dream course! it makes me sad.

I think Cloud notice, so he ask me.

"You want to be part of them? I still can remember that me and Lucien was your pretend passenger when we're kids". I laughed and nodded. They are my pretend passenger, even though Cloud dislike me since then, he cooperate and I know he was forced by my brother that time.

As we got out, there's waiting for us. I think the driver that our parents hired.

As we settled our things, we thank the driver and we went inside the car.

"To answer your question earlier, I sacrifice my dream for the sake of my brother. It always the sacrifice, I guess it my middle name. My brother lost his track in life and I don't want to take away his dream". He listened to me as if we're that close. But gladly he's taking up his words seriously.

"I don't know what your going through but I guess your life must be tiring and emotional. And also don't take any of them seriously, just think of it like a temporary thing that will be replace with good and permanent thing in the future. Don't rush it take it slowly". He is good listener and adviser. But let me ask him.

"Does your girlfriend know that we're here? You know just letting your girlfriend know where we are and what we're doing". That moment he sat down properly and seriously look ahead.

"We're over" W-What?

"Omygash, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean-". He didn't let me finish when he tap my shoulder slightly.

"You know if I didn't done that, she still suffer with our situation. I can't handle that, and also my parents criticized her it was hurtful to hear and see even though how many times I protect her still it wasn't enough". I felt sad and angry for what my parents and his parents become, because of money. If God gift me with a child I'll be the opposite of my parents. Umm, before getting a child you must done that mature stuff, no no noooo.

What kind of mind I've got, there's no way we will make babies, he doesn't like me. And he's still healing. Duh! As if he likes me,how can I be so dumb.

I didn't notice we arrive at our designated hotel. It is nice, cozy, elegant and simple. Cool, I wanna have fun. Because good memories replace with bad memories.

Good memories are the times me and Cloud spent time together and the worst part is he is willing to get annulment.

"Hi, reservation for Cloud Guitterez and Winter Carsades". I was shook, how fluently and confidently Cloud speaking foreign language.

I know few words, but I'm still learning. I guess it takes time to be fluent.

"Okay sir, room 022. Here's your key and we will accompany you on your room".

"Uh, there's a mistake. Only one room? Can you double check please". Dang that's hurt.

"Uh yes sir, only one room. Do you want to avail one more room sir?". She asked.

He looked at me and I smile. No buggy, it's time to be flexible and to learn to be numb.

"Oh no, it's okay. Will take it". She handed him the key and someone assist our luggage to our room.

He is making my feelings go wild and also confuse. Can you just be the Cloud that I used to know? The one that selfish, arrogant and full of madness. Because if you keep doing this, I'm gonna fall harder and I'll blame you for that.

"Is it okay if we share rooms? I promise your parents that I'll keep you safe so, that's why I didn't take another room" he asked me while walking towards our room.

"Yeah, I don't mind at all. We're married after all-". He looked at me and I finish my sentence.

"We don't want anyone to know that we will have separated bedrooms, we don't want drama, hahaha". I fakely laughed and awkwardly smiled.

We arrive and I thank the man who assist us, and Cloud brought it inside.

The bed is huge and the surrounding are nice. It's good to be here, honestly. They pick the perfect too for us, and the ocean's view is visible up here.

"You like the room?" He asked.

"Nooo, I love it". Squealing like a child. He laughed and I also laughed.

"Will, i'll sleep on the sofa, while you sleep on the bed". I look at him confuse.

"You sure?". I asked, I don't think he's comfortable on the sofa. It's too small for him.

"Yeah, I don't want you to be uncomfortable".

"No, I insist. I'll put pillows in the middle so, it'll be comfortable for the both of us". Nah, i'm not flirting, I'm just being nice.

He nodded and grab his clothes to take a shower. While me, I go downstairs to grab some foods.

I'm hungryyyy, my monsters are growling they need food! I buy some Cloud's favorite and also mine. Maybe I'll cook for the both of us in our room. There's also a kitchen there so, it'll be easy.