Mistakes...-Dallas Winston fan fic

Chapter 37

Y/n POV
A few days later
I went to visit Tulsa for just 2 days I just needed to tell Dallas everything....
Darry and lyla were taking care of Grayson while I went to bucks... my way there I just felt really nervous about telling him and thinking oh what if Linda is there she will probably hurt me or something....
But I just ignore all that I just needed to focus with the main thing
I just walked in bucks as I head upstairs
I just stood in front of his door as I just knock..
" come in" he said
As I open the door seeing him smoking
As he just threw the cigarette out the window
" y/n hey.." he said having a smile in his face
" hey" I said smiling back
" what brings you here?" He said
" just wanted to say hi..." I said
" it's been so long..." I said
" yeah...." he said
As he noticed I looked nervous
" hey don't worry Linda isn't here and she will never will be" he said
" what do you mean?" I said
" I broke up with Linda.." he said
" oh...." I said
" so you two are?"
" over yeah.." he said
" oh..." I said softly smiling...
" but I heard what happen..." he said
" I'm sorry about you and Marcus..." he said
" no it's fine I have other things to worry about...." I said
" oh" he said
" how's the little one?" He said
" Grayson he's okay" I said
" how old is he?" He asked
" almost one" I said
" really? Wow he's getting big.." he said
" yeah crazy how he's almost one..." I said
I just felt emotional that I felt myself tear up....
" hey you okay?" He asked
" yeah I'm fine just been feeling emotional lately.." I said
" oh" he said
" Dallas" I said as he looked at me
" yeah?" He said
I wanted to tell him but
I just couldn't tell him....
" I'm just go.." I said
" well I see you around..." I said
" yeah.." he said
As I just walked out his room and closed the door I just lean in the door and took a deep breath I have to tell him....
I just walked in his room as he looked at me
" dally.." I said
As I just felt that I couldn't let it out...
" is there something you want to tell y/n?" He said
Just tell him y/n what's the worst thing could happen? What if he just starts to ignore you why am I telling him there's no reason I could hid this pregnancy again..... no I can't do that
" yes.." I said
" then what is it?" He said
" I'm.... I'm..." I just couldn't let it out
As I just took a deep breath
"Okay.... I'm just say it..."
" I'm pregnant....." I said
" and your the father..." i softly said
As Dallas just stood there frozen...
As
It was a straight minute
He was still quiet....
" I'm just go.." I said as grabbed my bag as I just walked out.....
I just sighed and just left bucks
Half of me regrets telling but the same time it felt good telling him.....