The Lost Hope

Chapter 6: The Place

After seeing his smirked, that looked like it has been curved for days. I laugh out of happiness because of what had occurred just a few minutes ago. Lee Jin laughed with me and took me down the street to his car. We had way more things to talk about, base on. mainly our revenge towards Jae on how trash of person he was to people. We drove for hours and had a good talk about each-other and how we should met before this situation. "Maybe we could have been friends" says Lee Jin, and I replied with "yes! We could have been friends but you know life and it's turns. It can turn for the worst or it can turn for the best. But based on how you come out of these situations that shows your development in life." I say we confident also putting a smile on my face without feeling a thing. Jin randomly says "If I could go back I wouldn't have said anything to be honest. My mind at that time was made up and I couldn't even get my emotions out right but that day.... Was the worst day of my life. The decision I made changed my future. Especially with my family and it hurts to see them hate me so much for just being myself. For just living on earth period! I hate the way he did me and the fact that was his so called "best friend " made me laugh at it." "I could understand you about Jae situation but sexuality thing i don't know how that would feel. The pain you went through was out of this world. I wished I could comfort you and tell it will go away but after we get done destroying him and his family ( maybe the backups too), maybe the healing will start." Says Beauty and as she wonders where there going Jae finally makes his stop. But it's at this beautiful flower garden. Hills of roses, sun flowers, daisies, lavender flowers, and etc.... Just beautiful flowers in general that they see. Says Lee Jin over comes the silence that was feed in the air. So that could nothing but the sound of wind blowing and birds chirping.

"I know it's it Beautiful, isn't it? When I was crying my self to sleep every night when I first came out. I use to think of an happy, beautiful, and calm place like this but in my little mind... It never exist, it was just in my little imagination.  That I made up a place where I could smile and there would be no fair in my body that shows weakness. That could roam freely without care in the world because I had no problems. Everything and everyone was let go. Until the day came, I found this place on one of my drives a couple of years back. I stopped so quickly thinking I seen an ghost but no I seen something I could only dream of. I believe god seen the pain and torture I went through and let me breath in something healthy for once." It looked as if he wanted to cry but was holding something back so I calmly said "it's ok". Then with swift look, he looked at me and ask me what did  I mean? continued on to say "You want to cry but yourself thinks it is weakness. That crying is for people who can't hold emotions in. But isn't this place your aloud to cry like a normal human, be the person you wanted to be, be the child that was took from at a young age. That's not fair to you if you can't be who want to be in this place . You dream of it so live it man. Go ahead i'll be the shoulder you never had to cry on. And we'll be the each other to silence to the pain both went through to get here." With that Jin eye tears up and falls to the ground letting all the bad memories replay in his head. He screams "FOR SO LONG I LET GOOOO! NO ONE WAS THEREE WHENN I CALLED FOR HELPPP, PEOPLE LOOKED BUT DIDN'T STOP WHAT WAS GOING IN MY LIFE. WHERE WERE THEY WHEN I NEEDED THEM, IM A BROKEN LITTLE BOY IN THE INSIDE. THAT LITTLE WAS BEAT MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY BUT PUT THE BLAME ON ME THOUGH. IM SICK AND TIRED, THERE TIMES I WANTED TO END IT ALL FOR GOD SAKE TAKE ME PLEASE." Lee Jin says as he towers  down to pieces without holding back. "This can't be the end Lee Jin says Beauty. We made a pack to get revenge on Jae for what he did and show the real people they are." As she holds him tie with each breath they take. Not want to let each other go for hours until it gets dark. They finally let go and look at the lighting bug that fly through the night and catch some to play with. Like they were children that had just wanted to live there life to the fullest.

As they walk back to the car, they turn back at the view and take it all in. Then look at each other with a smile of embrace and get into the car to drive back home safely. Once he dropped Beauty off the last thing they said before they would see each other again was "Your a ver beautiful soul, don't forget that" and with that he drove off. She smiled as he disappeared into the night and she got into her home to find something unexpected waiting for her....

TO BE CONTINUE....

I know I've been gone for over an month but I'm back but this time on a schedule like I now want to post every Thursday. So you might see me then but let's talk the story!!! Yes there will be a lot emotions and i know that some people are not gonna want to read. ur please read it. Let's this revengeful story is powerful to others. Who felt powerless to others but now can something that has power. Beauty is the main character but just like others we go through life as much as anyone else. I hope people love this story and get curious of what might happen next. But one question remains: What did she find in her house when she arrived home? Was it Jae? Or was it something worst, that only he knows can trigger her!!