The Lost Hope

Chapter 1: The Battle

Love
Affection
Attention
And Care is four thing a girl needs from not just their mother, from their father too. I should know I've been through it all and then some but above all i'm still here! Let me take you on a up and down road of my life. Hiii my name is Beauty Lee, named after my late grandma but sadly she passed when I was ten years old. She cared for me when no one did, saw me for who i was not who i become, and loved me when the world turned their back on me. Her soul was old but beautiful that's why her mother name her Beauty Mary Lee Rose. The respect she gave to me and the people around her was something else. Even if they hurt her she would forgive and move on, too sweet and innocent to be taken away but I learned quickly that we can't live long life's. That woman was amazing and she made a beautiful daughter which is my mother.She always told funny stories about her life with grandma but the one i remember was the most out of character thing i heard before about her that i still don't believe it. She said " The most unbelievable thing i saw my mother did was prostitution." I turned my head so fast and look her way so quickly with a look of shock. "Yes,Lee Lee" She replied with an nonchalant look on her face. Then she continue the story with " At the time I didn't know it but my father was cheating with her best friend (Samantha Lynn ) and sister ( Mary Ann Lee)". My face turned from shocked to an upset face asking " Why talk so highly of him all these years if, he was an horrible person?" She then cut me off and said " You were shocked... I was shocked too! I didn't know until a couple years later. The look on my face was just like yours but unchecked worst. My mom told me that my father was laid off his job at that time but didn't want to tell his family and since I was 8 years old I couldn't do much but little jobs here and there. So the day he got laid off, instead of going on and telling the truth to us. He lied and said he's working over time and he would be home at 11pm (regular hours were ended at 9), and drunk his little heart away. It was 12 when mom realize something was wrong and found out quickly where he actually was. So since she didn't have a babysitter and she didn't want me to there at home by myself. She called my aunt to get him the bar but weirdly she was with my mom's best friend already. It was weird because they always hung up together but my mother thought they just met up and wanted to do their own thing. She was a little hurt but didn't stop her from making sure her husband was ok. They picked him up said they would bring him back in the morning because traffic was crazy at that time. Another thing that sounded weird was that the roads were usually cleared at that time because everyone was home or their way home."  But like i said my grandma was A naïve and sweet lady so they took advantage of that and used it against her. She continued saying "And fucked him while still a mixture of unconscious and conscious. He didn't know until it was too late and he had already woke with hickeys, looking all around his body and saw scratch marks, and etc. A picture of him with his wife best friend and sister naked kissing all over him to her. As my mom saw the picture, she dropped down to her knees and cried so hard she passed out. He got up so fast and run home on foot, they tried to stop him but he was too determine to get home where child and wife was. Around the same time I found my mom on floor, my father slammed the door open. And run to his wife keep on asking me " What happened? check her pulse! Is she ok?" I didn't know how to respond but cry and all fear came to my body. Then woke up but instead of being happy of seeing her husband alive and well. She slapped him so hard and kept calling her a cheater and liar. They argued for days, weeks, months until they wanted a divorce. My world was crumbling into pieces without my control! but lay there the terrible truth came out... my aunt and my mom's best friend had planned this for over a year. They had got him fired from his job on purpose making false complaints. then planned out which bar he would go to which was the closest bar to his job, but that's not all they wanted. They saw how beautiful I was so they wanted to have the same thing.Their jealousy made them blind to the truth and since then I have never talk nor answered a phone call to them. my parents got into counseling because of that but slowly and shortly there love went back to normal. " Hearing that made me not trusted them or hate them for how they were but my mom added that they couldn't have children with their because they were so called ugly but my mom knew the truth. Then I asked a question my mom had been dodging for years. "Where is my father and why haven't he come back?".....

TO BE CONTINUE....

Thank you for reading my chapter, ( don't mind if my words were misspelled or don't sound right it's my first time) I worked so hard and was over thinking the whole time but i did it. More to come though so stay tuned for more surprises and heart moments. You may cry but it's about moving on with life and not letting what trapped you bring you down. Now let's give a moment for our sweet and loved Moon Bin💔💔🕊. Let's make his Legacy live on!!!!