*Andy's POV*
I can't stand this anymore I have been bed ridden for the past few days, not heard a word from neither Kellin nor Vic. Clearly they don't really care about me at all, they were just putting on a show. Using me just as an amusement to bring them joy for a little part in their lives. The worst of it all is that I didn't notice I thought they both actually loved me, but no I was something to amuse their sick and twisted minds.
Why did I even bother wasting my time on him? I'm never good enough for anyone. Juliet has heard and she won't keep away. I suppose I'm good enough for her. I don't understand what I did that made him cheat, why couldn't he have just broken up with me that would have been less painful. I guess that would have been the easy way out and not as much fun for him, either of them.
I wonder whose idea it was? Did they have a full plan for it? Ugh! Why am I dwelling over this? It's just going to make them more amused. I guess I could always get to know Juliet properly, she has had a major crush in me for years and has always been jealous of Kellin.
What am I on about? I have known Juliet for quite a while now and if I was to get feelings for her then I would, there is no point in dragging her along. I would be just like them then. I don't ever want to cause another the pain that Kellin has cause me. I finally decide to get out of bed today and shower. Woah is this nasty smell me? Phew it must be, damn this is disgusting how have I been putting up with it for so long.
Hmm.... What shall I smell of today? Strawberries? Nah, mangos? Nope, mandarins? Yes! I wanna smell like mandarins. After my shower, I feel all refreshed, I think it's because I smell of mandarins. Kellin loves, no, loved it when I smelled like mandarins. Well I think he did anyway.
I know what I haven't had for a while. A Starbucks caramel cream, they are the best drinks ever, I'm such a white girl. Let's just hope Juliet doesn't follow me today. Maybe I will go meet Ashley, all of the guys have been away this weekend and Ash is the first one back. I'll just drop him a text and meet him there.
Author's note
So I finally updated. Sorry its not the longest of chapters and so sorry it took me so long I have had quite a bit going off lately.
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