Sitting on my black fabric corner couch eating a bag of cheesy doritos, checking all my notifications on twitter (at the moment I'm going on Instagram next then Facebook) on my phone. Scrolling down my twitter feed I see that Kellin is tagged in a post. My heart skips beats at the thought of his name, the butterflies in my stomach go insane, my palms go all sweaty.
So I'm in love with this guy is that such a bad thing?
I didn't think so either... Until I see what he's actually tagged in. HOW COULD HE DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS?!? My heart broke in two.
Tears streaming down my face, "fuck!" I mutter to myself. I am so bad that no one can truly love me.
Not even that perfectly skinned, beautifully shaped, wonderful hair guy with the eyes as big as the universe, those greeny blue ones that I stare into and get lost in all day and night. The one I thought I would be with forever, we would go everywhere together, get married together, have kids together, go on tour together, even die together. Arm in arm, watching the world go by day by day, month by month, year by year and so on...
Obviously not! I'm just that emo guy who acts like someone he's not in front of a crowd but behind the scenes I sit in a corner away from everyone hoping they don't notice me. I'm the irritating piece of shit that you always end up standing in when you're in a rush and you have your nice shoes on. No one loves Mr, no one ever has, no one ever will. I will be alone forever.
Anyway, the thing that I see in the clearest of ways is a picture posted by a fan I presume with Kellin and my so called best mate near enough brother kissing! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!? who goes around kissing someone else's boyfriend?!?
Throwing my phone half way across the room to the other couch, the exact same as this one, I curl up into feral position and give my knees the purpose of supporting my head.
I was so confused; how could my 'boyfriend' be kissing...
VIC?!?
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Authors note.
So this is my first time of writing a fan fiction...
Sorry if there is any mistakes..
Sorry its a short chapter... I don't really know how to explain why...
But yeah.. Please vote, comment and follow if you like!
Song is if you can't hand by sleeping with sirens
Can't find the proper music video but this is the song
Love that song...
Me :) xx
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