Andy's POV
Rocking backwards and forth trying to comfort myself (which turns out I'm not that good at it), while letting mthe waterfalls in my eyes flow freely.
Is this true? Has Kellin, MY Kellin, been kissing Victor Vincent Fuentes? It can't be true...
EDITED!! That's it the picture has been edited to make it look like they are kissing when they aren't! The light bulb above my head clicks om amd shines brighter than it ever has before. I knew it! Ha-ha! I knew it was no where near true.
I decided to roll off the couch and bum shuffle across the floor to the other couch (being too lazy to get there any other way). I grab my phone and go back on twitter to see if there is any more, different photos of them two kissin.
I can't beileve what is in front of my eyes... There is dozons amongst dozens of more pictures on twitter with the two traitors, some are the same on others are different.
It's true Kellin is cheating on me with Vic. i thought he loved me. Yep, that's it lovED as in past tense. I check out Instagram and it's the exact same, #kellic everywhere i look.
I can't take it anymore, my heart has split in two, literally. My life can't exist without Kellin, he's my life, my life is Kellin.No one else, no where else, just me and him.
I rest against the bottom part of the couck (as I am still sat on the floor) and sob. I sob until I am dried out.
What if all of the pioctures hae been edited? That's a possibility right? Kellin hasn't really cheated on me, it's all just onne big lie.
What am i saying? I am so delusional.
I calm down my breathig and raise my phone so that it is in my view, the next thing I remember is that my phone is ringing.
SHIT! I am calling Kellin... Debating with myself whetther I should hang up or not when my decision is amde for me when Kellin answered.
"Hello? Hello..? Andy is that you?" Kellin asks when he answered the phone. Why wouldn't he know it's me? I thought that he had my number? Obviously not, but how could he tell it's me if he didn't have my number?
Remembering that I am still on the phone i snap back to reality. "Hey, yeah. Yeah it's me Andy. Sorry I was just so deep in thought." i reply attempting to laugh it off but failing.
"Oh right. Hi babe! i've missed you so much over these past few days, I jst can't get you out of my mind. I love you Andy. Anyway, back on track, what's up? It's not like you to phone me." he says in return to my statement, but he sounds like he was reassuring someone - why woulld he be rreassuring someone? Who is he reassuring? Himself?
"BABE?!? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME KELLIN? YOU CALL ME BABE AND TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU ARE BEING THE WORST BOYFRIEND THAT HAS EVER EXISTED! FUCK YOU DICK!" I scream (as uch as a person can with tears collecting in their throat restraining their voice) at him from all the anger and hurt that i have built up inside of me.
"What the fuck is your problem Andy? I haven't done anything wrong and you're ripping into me like I have een avoiding you for the past few months! Get your shit together Andy!" Kellin whisper-yells back. Why is he being so quiet? Well it is nearl 1 am.
"Kellin, i know what;s going off, you're cheating on me with Vic! /as in my best firend more like a brother Vic! STOP LYING TO ME KELLIN! If you ever truely l-lo..." pausing to exterminate the tears that managed to escape and fall from my eyes (I no longer care if her heard me crying, I want him - them,to know how much they have hurt me), continuing "if you ever truely loved me you will tell me the truth about you and Vic! And your not so secret anymore realtionship that you were trying to keep from me!"
"Fine Andy, I do have a realtionship with Vic but i love him AND I love you tooo. I love you BOTH equally and it would kill me if I lost any of you as boyfriends. You've gotta believe me when I ttell you I love you, Andy please?" Kellin sounds hurt when he just confessed to me.
"BULLSHIT! Kellin you can't love two people at once. The moment you started to love that (Vic) was the moment when your love for me became a memory of the way you loved me. Empgisis on the ed as in the past. you either love me or you love Vic not both and it looks like you chose Vic. Look, I've got to go, the last session i had with my therepist she told me that when i that to get angry i need to move away from the problem and try to see things from the other person's shoes. So if you didn't get the message I'm going but we need to meet up soon before warped, inn a calm and rational environment. Bye Kellin." I hung up before Kellin could say anything back.
In the heat of the moment I take a deep breathe to try to calm down but it doesnt work. As a result of this i punch the wall with all my might leaving a dent in it. Storming up the stairs I cause the entirety of the house to shake from the force of my feet slamming to the ground.
Swinging my bedroom door open, I flop onto my bed amd immediately start crying. I grab my IPod and put Iris by Sleeping With Sirens on (it's the first song of oone oof the random Youtube playlists). I always hoped that when i married Kellin (which I was planning on proposing to him in a few weeks at one of the Warped shows, this explains why he was avoiding all of my questions about commitment) we would have our first dance as a married couple dance to this exact version of the song. Leaving the playlist on while I cry, I eventually cry myself to sleep.
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Authors Note.
Longer chapter this time. I really hope that you enjoyed it.
Sorry itt took a few days to upload my phone wouldn't upload it so I had to write it up on the computer.
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Sorry for any mistakes.
The song is Iris by Sleeping With Sirens.
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Me :) xx
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