*Vic's POV*
Snuggling close to Kellin on a newly polished red leather sofa, watching a film (a horror film at that so we could snuggle closer0. In a cabin that we have rented for a few days. We need some alone time away from the city where Andy can find out about our relationship. We're waiting for just thee right time to tell him, I understand how Kellin feels.
Loving two people at once isn't easy, you feel like you have to choose between the tow but you don't. That's why we came up with a plan, a plan where all three of us can be completely happy.
So here's the plan: Kellin and Andy have been dating for many years now, since they were in high school, and about just over a year ago at this party... Well let's just say Kellin and I got to know each other very well. From this we got to know each other more. I knew he was in a realtionship but i didn't know it was with Andy, Andy never told me who he was in a realtionship with, but we still fell in love. I understand how you can love two people at once because for a long time I have loved Andy and still do but never told him, but I am also in love with Kellin.
Anyway back to the plan, so one night at Warped Kellin and I are going to get Andy really drunk, we're going to tell him how we feel about each other and how we both feel about him, hopefully he will understand. When we tell him we will have him tied to a chair as a 'joke' (in his eyes), to stop him from kicking off if things don't go the way that we want. If things kick off Kellin and I have come up with a side plan to talk andy into agreeing with us. Then we live day by day doing whatever the fuck we want.
And that's the plan.
All i can think about is Andy's deep blue mesmerizing eyes, the ones that i caan stare into all day and they would tell me a different story to the ones of Kellin. His huge blue-green eyes (depending on which light you're in) they get all of my attention ad swollow my soul into a different universe where there is only me and him.
Snapping back to reality the movie is at a really intense part, I start to nuggle closer and closer to the Kellin, so much that i nearly push him off the sofa. He giggles at me and brings me into one of his strong protective embraces, he pecks my head gently, his sweet soft lips coliding with the skin on the forehear of my frightened body.
Unexpextedly Kellin's phone rings making me jump out of my skin. Literally. Kellin rushes up and stumbles into the kitchen (we may have had a few drinks). Immediately I pause the film so that Kellin can watch all of it (and so he can protect me). Checking my phone I see I don't have any messages or notifications, but I notice that it is nearly 1 am and someone is calling Kellin. Who would be phoning him at this time? What has happened? Is it his mother?
I creep up to the kitchen door and lightely press my ear aginst the door of the kitchen. Iknow it is wrong to eaves drop and that the guit of ths wil haunt me forever. I manage to work out from the mumbling that it's Andy on the phone., seen as kellin called the person (I'm asuming is Andy) 'babe'.
Kellin is trying to keep his voice down but it sounds like they are having an argument or that Andy is in another bad mood. After a little while I hear Kellin sound hurt when he confesses to Andy about out realtionship.
Fuck sake Vic you really know how to mess shit up! I can't believe how much of a fuck up I am. I should just stay out of everyone's lives and they wouldn't have any problems. Crawling back over to the sofa, I don't have the strength to walk anymore, I don't have the strength to do anything. Climbing up on the sofa I lay down, taking up 3/4 of it (I am only small)
Alll I can now picture is the look of upset in those beautiful deep blue eyes of Andy, the hate he must feel towards me. I have ruined his life just like I ruin everyones lives. I can't hurt Andy anymore... I can't cope with anything. anymore. A tear escapes my eye as I think of all these upsetting thoughts. Slowly slipping into a deep slumber (not too slow as Kellin is still on the phone) with all of the thought and regrets playing on my mind.
^Kellin's POV*
"Stupid, stupid boy" I muttert the three same words over and over again to myself. How could I possibly think that this would've worked out? We should have told Andy from the begining, then I never would have hurt him. It always breaks my heart whenever he isn't happy and it breaks my heart even more when he cries.
Now I have stopeed frwoning in my own sorry I go back to the sitting room and see Vic fast asleep on th couch. AWW! He's so cute when he is asleep. As i get closer to him the cuteness overwhelms me, I can't believe that this man is mine.
Nearing Vic I see the that the tv and DVD isstill on, I find the remotes as quietly as possible so I don't wake or desturb my sleeping beauty. I finally turn the tv and DVD off, now I tiptoe towards Vic. As I lean down to pick him up bridal style I notice tear stains on his cheeks. My baby boy has been crying? What has made him so upset? So tonight I have managed to make both halves of my life upset. What kind of monster am i?
I pick vic up bridal style and take him to the bedroom. I move the covers and lay him down with relief, for a little guy he is surpirisingly heavy. I change into my PJ's (my boxers) and climb into bed next to Vic. I spoon him (me the big spoon and him the little spoon).
I love the way that he cuddles into me when he's asleep. He's by far the best sexican around. I fall asleep swiftly hiding my head in the crook of Vic's neck.
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Authors note
2 chapters in one day. Hope you are liking the story.
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song is saviour by black veil brides this is one of the songs that gives me the hope I need to contiue everyday.
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