* Kellin's POV *
Leaving the house I shelter my face with the hood from my hoodie, to protect me from being seen by the tabloids. They're so annoying I can't go anywhere without them saying something about me, like hello there is this thing called a private life! How would you feel if I was there taking pictures of your every movement and then making stories up about it? Yeah, it ain't nice. Anyway, Andy. I'm at the end of my road by now, after my little rant in my head, as i'm nearing Starbucks I start to get nervous, but why?
Oh yeah that's why because I know I have crushed my boyfriends heart and he's going to hate me but I need to explain to him, I doubt he will listen but it is worth a shot. Sighing as I see the door of Starbucks, sat in the window is Vic, this can't be good if they're both in there. Vic has his awkward face on show, Andy is definately in there but i doubt he will be alone, he doesn't do being alone in public when he is in a mood.
My assumption was correct he was with Ash. Oh gosh... Taking a deep breath and putting on a brave face I attempt to join the two Black Veil Brides guys. It's clear that Andy sees me first, he has this sixth sense for whenever I'm in the room, he looks up, whispers something to Ash and stares at the table while drinking more of his coffee.
Ash stands up and walks over to me. "look, Kellin, leave, just leave. Andy isn't in the mood to see you right now and the only reason why I'm not beat seven bells out of you is because I think you're alright but what you have done, it's not acceptable. So leave before I do punch you."
"Please i just need to explain to him, I love him, Ash. He is my world, I can't lose him, without him I'm nothing. Please just let me talk to him."
Ash scoffed at my response " Oh really, you love him. Well om you love him so much then you shouldn't have cheated on him with that Mexican prick! " he voice became louder and more aggressive towards the end as he gave Vic a death glare - I turned my head to see who he was staring at.
While Ash was distracted by death glaring Vic, I snook past him to speak to Andy. I slide into the chair opposite him, he grunts and turns to move but I grab his hands. My touch has always been a soft spot for him. "Andy please, just hear me out. I know and fully understand that you really don't want to see me never mind talk to me, so don't talk if you don't want, I'll do the talking." He sits back down and stares out of the window. Wow those deep blue eyes, gosh have I missed him. He uses his hand to move his fringe out of his eyes, could he be anymore perfect? I think that's impossible.
"So you gunna speak or just Starr at me?" his deep voice grumbled. With a cough to clear my throat u start. " okay. Sorry, you just blow me away. So here it is. I'm so sorry Andy, I never wanted you to get hurt. The thing is I do love you, I love you with all my heart, but it's like I have double the amount of love in me, I love you but I also live Vic, asking me to choose one of you would be like asking a mother to choose between her kids, it's impossible. Vic feels the same as me. We both love you and cannot even try to imagine our lives without you." I see a tear roll down his cheek, with my index finger I wipe it away. He then notices that he's crying and attempts to 'man up'.
"Kellin, I love you too and always will but I can't let myself love you if you love another too, how would it even work, you love me and him? It's just can't work, so no I won't ask you to choose because it's clear that you have already chosen, you want him. Go get him." now I'm the one who is crying. "Andy no, I can't have this" I sniffle wife away a few tears and continue "Vic and I have agreed that if you feel the same as us then why dont we... You know... Us three a thing... But if you don't feel that way or you're unsure Vic has agreed to back off"
"BACK OFF?!? He needs to do more than just back off!" he shouts while slamming his first on the table, the booming of his deep voice silences the shop. He notices and grabs my hand and leads me outside. Ash looks at us and Andy gives him a nod of that everything is fine. In more of a hushed tone he continues. "Kellin I don't want anyone other than you, you make me who I am, without you I would not be living my dream." He goes onto one knee "I'm willing to forgive you for this but as long as nothing happens between you both again, I love you Kellin more than my heart will allow but I do. Marry me?"
I stand stunned. What do I do? Do I say yes and leave Vic for good or do I try to make things between the three of us? Tears start to roll down my face and my breathing picks up with deeper breaths. What do I do?!?
AUTHOR'S NOTE
I'm so sorry for being gone for so long, I have had a lot on lately and got exam stress too. But here is another chapter, let me know what you think Kellin should do.
I'll try to update again for next week as I have just found my love for writing fanfictions again!
Song is We Don't Have To Dance by Andy Black
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