Hold Me Close (Tom Kaulitz)

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After school, you walked home. Just 5 minutes into your walk, a guy approached you. „Hey y/n." He said and put a hand on your shoulder. You turned around and looked at him. „Sorry?" You said. „Oh uhm, I'm Georg." „Oh! You're the guy from Lily!" You exclaimed. „Yeah I am. And I'm also a friend of Tom." He answered smiling. „Oh okay. Why does it matter?" You asked him and crossed your arms. „I invited Lily to my party at the weekend and she said to ask you two. But she also said I should mention that Tom will be there too, so you will be 'warned' or something. But she really wants you to come." You looked at him and raised an eyebrow. „No thank you. I'm not that partying type of girl. And oh yeah! Tom is coming too. So no." You said and turned around to walk away. He stopped you, by grabbing your arm. „Please! If you won't come, she won't. But I really want to get to know her better. She is a really sweet girl." He said with a shy smile. You rolled your eyes. „I will think about it." And then you left.

You got home and before you even entered the house, you could hear your parents fight, once again. You sighed but the opened the door. „Fuck you Carl!" Your mom screamed. „No fuck you! You whore! Fucking around through the neighborhood!" What? You thought to yourself. You tried to make you noticeable by slamming the door shut. „Honey! You are home!" You mom said with a fake voice. „And you are fucking through the neighborhood." You said and walked passed her up to your room. Your mom didn't say anything, she just followed you with her eyes.

When you reached your room and walked in, you threw your bag on the floor and jumped onto your bed with your face first. You just let out a loud annoyed groan. Why is this happening now? Why is your mother always going back to her old roots? Why is your life so miserable? Or is it really? Are you just being dramatic and it actually isn't that bad? All these questions were running through your mind.

After hours of just laying on your bed in your dark and silent room, you got up, opened the window, and sat down in the window frame. It was already dark outside and you could see the city lights. You lit up a cigarette and started smoking it. Then suddenly, across the road, they lights in one room of the house went on. You looked for a moment and then remembered who was living there. It was Tom and Bill. You didn't want Tom to notice you and you were about to put out the cigarette, but he already saw you. He opened the window and waved. You waved back annoyed. Then you saw him disappearing again and you sighed in relief.

„Y/n." Tom whispered only seconds after, from under your window. You looked down and furrowed your eyebrows. „Go away." You said and looked up again. „You look really good from down here baby." He said and smirked. „Don't call me that." You said angrily. „I will call you whatever I want, you can't do anything about it anyway." He was right. You can't. But a nice person would stop if you asked them to. „Come down. We need to talk." He said and waved you down to him. „Oh yeah of course I will go down to the one person I hate the most, just because they tell me to." You said sarcastically. „Great! Hurry up tho." He said and you rolled your eyes. You got back inside and went downstair. 'Why am I doing this to myself?' You thought to yourself in disbelief.

„Make it quick Tom." You said mad. „Stop being so harsh, oh my god." You raised an eyebrow to that comment. He continued „I wanted to continue our conversation from earlier. No tell me. Why are you always so negative?" He asked. „I won't tell you." You said firmly and crossed your arms. „How are you actually? You must be hurt by something or someone." He said softly and put his hand on your arm. You pushed the hand away. „See Tom, I don't know what you are trying to do and what information you need to embarrass me or something, but please just leave me alone. You are weirdly nice to me and I know you don't plan to do something good." You wanted to go back inside, but he pulled you by your arm. „Why can't you just accept someone cares about you?" He asked. „I just don't want to accept it from you." You said and with that you ended the conversation.

Why is he being so nice all of the sudden? He must plan something.

You got back into your bed and just layed there.
„Stop it! Leave me alone Henry!"
„But you are so beautiful darling. Nobody will ever be able to just leave you alone." He said with a weird tone.
„Stop touching me! Please!" You cried.
„Not until I am finished with you." He said and got on top of you.

You jumped up. You looked into your dark room with a shocked face. It calmed you when you realised it was just a flashback. „Fucking hell." You said while tears were rolling down your cheeks.