„Y/n wait!" Tom called after you.
The last few weeks had been a real struggle to you. Something inside your head snapped and you were going crazy. „Please just wait!" He was running after you. You were now running for 5 minutes straight, following your feet as they led the way for you.Then you reached this bridge. It was already dark outside and there were only city and car lights. You climbed up onto the rail. „Don't do it!"
You were standing on the edge. Finally, everything will come to an end. Everything will go black. No worries, no thoughts, no feelings. This made you smile as you opened your arms, like you were standing on the titanic.
„Don't." A voice said. This time it wasn't the faceless man, like in the million dreams you had were he saved you from jumping. It was Tom. His voice also wasn't emotionless. It was full of worries. Full of sadness. „Oh Tom. Please let me go." You said with a happy voice. „No. I will never let you go." He said. You turned around to face him. He was slowly walking up to you, trying not to scare you, so you won't fall. „Baby, please. I need you." „I need this Tom. I need the end." You said and closed your eyes.Before you could let yourself fall backwards, Tom was already holding you tight. „You don't need this. The demon inside your head does. But this demon does not define you." He said with tears in your eyes as he pulled you to the ground. You snapped. Tears shot down your face and you fell into his arms. „I told you. I will always safe you." He said and gave you a kiss. Botb of you cried as you both needed to proceed what just happened.
„I love you more than anything. Please don't ever leave me." He said with tears. You wiped them away from his cheeks and kissed him.
„I love you."______
Sorry that the end is short. But I couldn't really think of anything to fill it. I love you all and thank you so much! you are loved.
If any of you struggle with similar problems, or anything else that makes you feel bad about yourself and makes you generally struggle, please seek out for help. There will always be someone like Tom, that will safe you, just like he saved y/n.
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Hold Me Close (Tom Kaulitz)
FanfictionYou thought it would end, everything will stop soon. But there he was, holding you close.