Unfortunately. (S4S)

Miserable

LAY POV

"Is this wrong?" Binky pecked my lips once more before giving me this confused look

"Is what wrong?"

"That we be kissing and shit. Like we passing eachother down if I'm being honest"

Binky shrugged her shoulders "Well, it's not like we in a relationship or nun. We both single now so it don't matt'a"

Me and Binky just been chilling for real. We didn't want us kissing to head towards a relationship so we just been touching lips but on some friend shit. Plus, it's been weeks sense we first kissed in the pool and still Binky never tried to take it far with me and I respected her even more for it.

.....Even though us kissing ain't doing nun but making my cooter cry, I tend to take everything slow and whatever happens, happens.

"What'chu thinking bout?"

I shook my head "nun it's just kinda crazy to me"

"What? That we be kissing?"

"Yea, we was just friends a few weeks ago"

Binky laughed "we still is"

"Yea but we was just regular friends. Ones that don't kiss on eachother"

"Nah I get it. We ain't got to no mo' if you not comfortable"

I immediately shook my head. I didn't wanna give up kissing her.. "No it's not that, it's just- different. I don't know.. but it's a good different"

"Then that's all that matters"

Is it though?

"You like me?" I asked and I can tell this caught Binky off guard by the way she got up and scratched her head

"That's for you to answer. You asked me to kiss kiss you first, remember?"

"Yea..."

"So you like me?" Binky asked reversing the question

"I don't think so"

Binky gave me this weird look "So why we kissing?"

"Because....-"    

shit.

I paused for a minute as I thought about this question hard. I don't know if I like Binky like that.. I think I'm just looking for some kind of affection right now to get my mind off things

"Because?" Binky asked snapping me out my thoughts

"I don't know to be honest.."

I watch Binky face sadden "Oh. Well maybe we shouldn't be kissing then"

"What- why?"

"Because if youn like me then what's the point of kissing? That's just gone lead to sum else"

"I like kissing you though"