★ AKITOYA ONESHOTS 🥞・☕️

☕️・Dear A, Love, T ・🥀

SUMMARY ~ Akito and Toya write letters to each other, however terrible thoughts get to Toya so he decides to write one last letter.
TWs ~ Suicide, Major Character Death.
This is really short I'm sorry😭

☆彡彡 🌟 ミミ☆

Dear A,
I'm sorry to write to you over and over. But I am here to say you won't have to deal with this much longer, as I have to tell you, I won't be here anymore. I'm sorry, I truly am, but I can't stay in this world anymore. It's just tiring at this point. And I see no point. I don't understand why you chose someone like me as your partner. I believe you can surpass RAD WEEKEND on your own, and I hope you do really! You won't have to worry about me holding you back any longer! I know I was a mistake to this world, so I am taking myself out of it. But I know you A, you are my partner, and I know you better than probably anyone. I know your ability, and I know your dreams. And I believe in you, and I know you, An, and Kohane will be able to live on, and become musical legends that many will remember for years and years. But A, do you wish to know a secret, the truth? I love you, I have loved you. But not quite in a friend way. I would have wanted to be your partner not only in music, but in romance. But you wouldn't want that, so I won't bother. I just want you to know this. I understand if you hate me, and I don't mind at the slightest. Thank you for being the best person in my life, Dear, I'll always appreciate you. But please, when I jump let me go. You can live on without me, I know you can. Thank you for loving me, thank you for staying by my side, thank you for pretending I was good for my own happiness, thank you A, thank you so much. Goodbye now
Love,
T

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Akito read the letter, he felt tears in his eyes, he couldn't believe it. He looked at the pale boy in the hospital bed. He wanted to wake up, wake up from this God awful nightmare. But he couldn't, because this was reality. Just like how Toya couldn't wake up, as the line on the heart monitor turned into a straight line, not a single bit of life in the blue haired boy's body anymore. And Akito cried, he cried and cried until there were no more tears to flow. He didn't get to write back, or try and help Toya. And the truth is, he wanted to confess to the bluenette, admit his love, but he was too scared. And now he was too late, God it's all his fault.

☆彡彡 ⭐️ ミミ☆

It's been a while since I've written anything, so this isn't the best, sorry. Also there's probably gonna be a part two so uh yeah. Love you guys <3