Hyunlix One-shots

Red Lights

Hyunjin's POV

"FUCK YOU"

"I know that you have a lot on your plate right now and your over doing yourself. So I need you to calm down get yourself together. Don't worry about the paper work and take the next month off to get yourself better."

I didn't say anything else and walked out. I'm not in the mood to deal with anyone. When I get to my desk I quickly get the paper work done. I then went back to my bosses office and throw it at him. I walked out ignoring him calling out my name. I looked at the time and seen that it was time for me to leave. So I jumped in my car and went home. My husband wasn't home yet but Chan was there. I parked the car and went inside. I went into the living room to see that the red chains are still there. When Chan seen me he came up to me.

"You look like hell. Are you ok?" He asked

"I need you to tie me up to the chains and leave me there." I said completely ignoring him

"What"

"You heard me."

So he did what I told him and tied me up. Once he was done I told him to leave. He didn't question me and did what I told him to. I tugged at it making sure that I wouldn't go anywhere. I then started to think when was the last time me and my lixie spent time together. I know that with the job that I have we don't really have time to. Plus it doesn't help that I drown myself in it either. He's brought it up to my attention but I guess you can say I just brush him off. There are times were I would come home and I would find him asleep on the couch waiting for me to get home. I've always felt bad bc I know how much I worry him but I've done nothing to change it. We would get into fights bc of how much I work and I've neglected him bc if it. There were times were we had almost ended things bc if my habit. That would scare me more then anything else. At sometime I had felt my eyes getting heavy and I fell asleep in the middle of the room like a rag doll.

-time skip when Felix gets home-

I woke up to the door being opened. I turn to see it was my sunshine. When he seen me he froze.

"Hyunjin what the hell are you doing?"

"I need you."

"Can you stop being horny and tell me why there's red chain tied around you."

"These chains have a meaning behind then."

"And what would that be?"

"The chains represent all the work that I've done. The chains represent that whatever I do I always ended up back at the same spot. I know that I've neglected you bc all I do is drown myself in my work and I'm so sorry for that. I really am. I know that I've lost control over this and no matter what I tell you it won't make up all the time that I've spent at work. I want to make you feel the love that I have for you but I know that you hate me. But what hurts me more is not having you by my side. I can't breathe without you there. But once I close my eyes all I see is red lights. And the red lights is my job. And you know more then anyone else that I can't seem to leave it alone to save my life. I've already gone crazy over this and it only seems to get worse. The nights seem darker and longer. I need you to help me get my life back the way it was. And what's worse about this whole thing is that I know that you don't believe me after everything I put you through. But when I tell you that I would try to escape and try to find a away for it to hate me I swear to everything that I love I'm not lying. But I know that me and these chains, I don't want them anymore. I'm tired of feeling like I have to push you away bc if these fucking chains. I'm tired of pulling all nighters bc of these fucking chains. The more I struggle the tighter there becoming. I can't stand this anymore but it knows that I can't stay away. Please tell me that you'll still hold me tight in your embrace even after everything I put you through."

I then looked up at him seductively and get out of the chains. I then made my way over to him and then place my index and thumb under his chin and lifting it, well snaking one of my arms around his waist. I looked into his eyes and I could tell just by looking at him that he was waiting for me to do something. A smirk found it's way to my face before I leaned in so that our noses brushed against each other. He closes his eyes as he holds onto my arms. I then move to his ear and whisper in it.

"Can you be my red lights Felix." I said seductively in his ear

I felt him shiver once I said that. He's breath got heavier but he responded.

"Yes" he said breathless

I then pin him against the wall with his wrists against the wall. I held them in place before intertwining our fingers together loosely. I rest my forehead against him and swallow the huge lup in my throat.

"Jinnie?"

"I'm sorry lix for everything. I'm sorry that I neglected you. I'm sorry that I can't be the husband that I should be. I'm sorry that I can't seem the get my shit together. I'm sorry that I choose work over you. I'm sorry that I've wasted so much of your time that you won't ever get back. I'm sorry that you had to put up with all of my bullshit for so many years. I'm sorry that-"

"Jinnie please stop. Don't blame yourself over something that wasn't your fault. I know that what the kind of job that you have your gonna have to overwork yourself sometimes. Do I like that fact that you do? No but do I have to respect it yes. I've been selfish for so long. I wanted your attention 24/7. I wanted you to always be there when I wanted you to. And don't ever be sorry for something that I already love you for. I married you not bc of what you have. I married you bc I love Who are you. I love that you'll still make time for me even if that's for a few minutes. I love that you make sure that I'm doing what I'm supposed to. I love that you chose me out of everyone that you could've ended up with. I love that you would stop whatever your doing for me. I guess I got so used to it that once it was gone I didn't know what to do with myself. And I'm sorry that I made you fell like you weren't doing enough for me when in reality it was me not you." He said with tears in his eyes

"Please tell me how to fix this. Please tell me how to be better to you. Please help me get myself back to normal." I said begging at this point with tears running down my face

"Ok ok ok, I got you. I'm here for you. I'm here, I'm here."

He pulls me into a tight embrace. The tears fell harder already scared to fuck this up even more. After what felt like a sensory he brakes the hug and take me by the hand. He leads us over to our room and leads against the headboard. He then opens his arms motioning me to go to him. I then laid on top of him and hug him around his middle. He hugs me back in a protective way. And that's what we did for the rest if the night.

-time skip a few months later-

Felix's POV

Ever since the day Jinnie told me that he wanted to change I knew that it was gonna be a challenge. Considering how stubborn he is it was gonna take a lot of passions. But as time when on we started to get somewhere. He started off with coming home on time and then he when from overworking himself to limiting himself, then he worked on him pulling all nighters. The work and the all nighters was the hardest part for him. And that was two of the main things that we really had to work on. That took a lot longer then anything else. But we managed to get through it together. Hyunjin had found ways to get his sleeping schedule back to normal. So now we get to go to sleep together instead of me going to sleep and then him hours later. One thing that he really wanted to work on and he brought to my attention was his attitude. Before it wouldn't take him long to snap. Every little thing would trigger him and I mean everything. Thankfully we were able to fix that. Now we're back to our normal selves. We also ended up getting dog named Kkami. The first one that we had ended up passing so for his birthday I got him another one. Now we're one happy family. And I did throw away the divorce papers.