Contradicting

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𝗛𝗶, 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗳𝗲𝘄 𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀.
𝗙𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆. 𝗜 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝘁. 𝗜 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘆 𝗮𝗽𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗴𝗶𝘇𝗲.
𝗦𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗹𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗸𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲. 𝗦𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲'𝘀 𝗮 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴.
𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻 (𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗺, 𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝘀𝘂𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗱𝗲, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀)
𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗗𝗢 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀.
𝗢𝗸 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗽 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗻𝗼𝘄.

"He's dead, you got what you wanted so why does it bother you now that he's gone."

"I didn't mean it that way. I was mad at that moment, I didn't want him to take his life."

"To late, I hope your happy now."

Monday

Felix's POV

"Jinnie, remember I have a doctor's apportionment later." I said

"Ok and?" He said annoyed

"I'm just letting you know." I said sadly

"You can leave now."

I didn't say anything else and left. Hyunjin is a soloist, so he's always working on something. He has a producing team called 3racha. Hyunjin seems to drown himself in his work and he becomes really snappy when you distracted him. I'm battling with a illness that I have to a doctor's every week to see if it's getting better or worse. So far I've been taking my meds and shots when I'm supposed to. Hyunjin doesn't know about it at all. He never questioned me about it because he's to busy. I know that there are a lost of red flags in this relationship but I don't want to leave. Hyunjin is the only one that I can trust and make me feel safe and all the other stuff. He's never hit me or anything like that but I have a real bad habit of bothering him well he's working. So I try to keep my distension from him so I don't annoy him. I pull out my phone and text one of my friends.

-text conversation-

Me
Hey innie, are you still talking me to the doctors?

Innie🦊

𝗬𝗲𝗮, 𝗜 𝘂𝗽 𝗽𝘂𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗽. 𝗜'𝗺 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗻, 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

Me
Yea that's fine. I'll be right out.

Innie🦊
Ok

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