Hyunlix One-shots

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Hyunjin's POV

"𝑯𝒆𝒚 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒆"

"𝒀𝒆𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒙?"

"𝑫𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒇 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒘𝒆 𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒎𝒍𝒚 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓?"

"𝑵𝒐, 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎?

"𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎."

"𝑾𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝑰 𝒈𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒐𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒋𝒐𝒃𝒔 𝒘𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒖𝒔 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈'𝒔 𝒐𝒌 𝒐𝒓 𝒂𝒄𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒇 𝒘𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉."

"𝑺𝒐 𝒘𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒇 𝒘𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕?"

"𝒀𝒖𝒑"

"𝑾𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏. 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕."

It's funny how one minute your so deeply in love with someone to the next that gbe same person hates you with everything within them. I guess all good things come to an end a lot sooner than you realize. Me and Felix had I guess you could say broke up but to the media we're still together. We become idols and everyone knew that we were dating a while after we debated. Everything was fine until something happened that made Felix change. He started acting weird and isolating himself from me. At first I didn't think to much about it but it soon turned into him not talking to me and just completed ignoring me. I've tried many times to talk to him but he would walk the other way and act like I don't exist. I would convince myself that he was just stress or he was tired or whatever but I knew that we weren't gonna last long. Chan would check up on us and he would ask what was going on but I never could answer him because I never knew myself. I would lie to him and act like everything was fine when I knew that it wasn't. I don't know if he's tried to talk to felix but as far as I know he won't talk to anyone one but Changbin. Some of the others have thought that something might be going on between them but we we're proven wrong. When he isn't with Felix he's with Seungmin. Now from what can tell he tells him everything and I mean everything. So if something was going on between the two of them, we would know. Plus he wouldn't hurt Seungmin that way so I don't worry about that. I do worry about him a lot. I just wish I knew what's going on in his head. I got myself together as we headed to our interview. The others talked among themselves as I sat in the back alone with my thoughts. The ride went by a lot father than I would have liked it to be. The staff parked and then wf headed inaide. I walked behind them not wanting to be near them. We soon reached the room and we were greeted by the interviewer. They went over how things were gonna go and all that other stuff. I wasn't really paying attention so I really didn't hear much of what they said. The next thing I knew we were seated and I'm holding hands with Felix. I stare at our intertwine hands for a second as I felt nothing but pain come over me. I swallow the lump in my throat and put on a fake face for the camera. The interview went well and the entire time we didn't let go of each other's hand. It left like time went by so slow. As each passing second went by I felt myself wanting to leave. Being by him or touching him made me feel like I'm doing something wrong. Thousands a pound thousands of thoughts kept running through my head but I don't say or do anything. I could feel chan look at me every once in a while but I ignored him and focused at the task at hand. We headed back to the van and me and Felix went back to not knowing each other. I went back to my spot and put on my headphones. I turned the volume up and blocked everything out. I lean against the window and closed my eyes. We got back to the company and we headed to our dance studio. The room felt extremely tense and very uncomfortable. No one said anything for what felt like forever until chan broke the silence.