It has always been you PJM READER

SIRENA

Chapter 6

Panting like a crazy dog, sweat is running from my hair line yet again, the only visible light is coming from my computer, looking around I realised I fell asleep at my desk again.... This fucking dreams are getting out of hand some of them are as clear as daylight and others... Well they are more like a rushed fever dream. I forget them ass soon as my eyes open.

Looking at the time I see it is 5:45. Whats the use in sleeping now? I have to get up in a hour anyways. Jin and I are going somewhere to do something and he is refusing to tell me what it is.

Running my hands through my hair I feel they are soaked with sweat. I'll have to shower before going out of my room. I have to look normal. I can't let anyone know what effect Jimin hass on me. And it looks like Jin can figure this things out easily.

Maybe I can even see Jimin before he has to go to work? I don't want to talk to him I just want to see him. I had a quick hot shower before getting dressed and applying very light make up. Im not the type of girl that likes wearing make-up.

Down in the kitchen I make myself a cup of coffee and sit at the island facing the kitchen door. And the waiting game begins. I finished my first cup of coffee and no sign of him. My second cup and nothing. After my third cup I decide not to drink any more coffee. This amount can't be healthy can it?

Getting a bottle of water from the fridge, I hear foot steps, is it Jimin? My question gets answered quickly by Jin walking into the kitchen "your up early" he says with a wide smile "yeah" I answer feeling disappointed.

Did Jimin leave yet? How early doess he leave? And why iss he leaving this early? "I'll get changed then we can go" Jin says making himself a cup of coffee. He lifted his cup showing it to me, silently asking if I want some "no thanks I already had" I answer looking at the time on my phone.

Fuck it is already 7AM? maybe Jimin leaves for work at 8AM the same time as the rest of the guys . But I haven't seen him around that early since he started at their company.

I would talk to Jin to give him a break from college but like Jimin said, he makes his own decisions no one makes it for him. "Did you register Jimin yet?" Jin asked lowering his cup into the sink slowly "no I need some things from him. I can't ask him for it because he is never home" I mumble feeling irritable with myself.

I miss him. Why would I miss him? He is a snappy jerk. The fact that he is not home should bring me some sense of relief but.... Instead it makes me fucking nervous. Not knowing what he is doing. Is he resting enough? Is he eating enough? Is there something I can help him with? Is he okay? And when will he come back home?.

"I'll ask Jungkook to get it from him" Jin answered walking away again. I sit there in silence allowing my mind to drive me fucking crazy. "Let's go" Jin says walking back into the kitchen.

I stand up and follow him knowing that if I ask he won't say. I have been asking for a few days now he won't tell me. We get into his black SUV before driving. I lean my head against the window and close my eyes trying to mute out all the thoughts about Jimin.

"We're here" Jin says exited opening his door. I follow him into a building. It looks abandoned. There is no furniture in here, the windows are broken out, the walls is full of paint, some of the paint on the walls actually looks nice, but why would he bring me here?