It has always been you PJM READER

SIRENA

Chapter 9

A sharp pain in my abdomen wakes me up. Slowly opening my eyes I feel like screaming and shouting while punching but I know what won't take away the pain. I need pills. No. I need a doctor. A real doctor. Feeling around me the only thing I can feel is legs. Legs? Who's legs? It is dark and I can't see anything "Jimin?" I asked pulling my hands back I don't want to touch anyone now.

"Your awake?" Jimin's voice is raspy and tired his hands tangled up in my hair that's when I can feel the rest of him my back is leaning against his chest and I am between his legs.

"Yes I'm sore, what happened?" I asked confused the last thing I can remember was hearing a voice, then a loud popping sound, then I saw Jimin's face he was worried about something.

"You were shot" he answered as I close my eyes to try and breath "that explains the pain" I mumble trying to sit up, but the pain is to much for my body to handle so I fall back onto Jimin's chest.

"Don't move, I'll sit up that way you'll sit up, I need to change your bandages" he explained before putting pressure on my wound, he slowly lifts his body up I wince in pain, but this is nothing compared to what I felt when I tried to sit up myself.

He places his hand on my back and lean to the side switching on a very dim night light, I look down at my clothes and see I am not wearing my own shirt. Did they change me?

"I need you to hold this here" he whispers as he moves his body behind my back again, he lifts my shirt, exposing my stomach but keeping my breasts covered up.

His hands is fiddling with the bandage behind my back. His fingers slightly grazing my back sending my body covered in goosebumps. He slowly takes the bandage off, he cleans the wounds slowly and gently but fuck it hurts.

After covering the wound again he dropped my shirt, slowly wrapping his arms around my body le leans down. "You need at least eight hours sleep" he whispers kissing my hair "I just woke up" I mumble I don't want to sleep. "I thought you would say that so... I have to sedate you" his voice is shaky almost like he is scared of something, then I feel it I feel the needle going into my neck, I feel the fluids going into my veins blurring my vision.

I have been shot. I have been lied to. They don't want to tell me the truth. I can only see one option for myself here. I need to move.  I can't be with them anymore. I need to get away from them. Gripping the edge of the bassen I lean my head down trying to breathe through the pain. I want to shout it hurts so bad. I take my toothbrush out of my mouth and rinse my mouth then continue to wash my face and dry it.

Back in my room Jimin already has everything packed, we are going back home today. Tomorrow I'll go and see that creepy guy that is currently looking for a tenant to lease the house to where Jin and Jimin supposedly killed people in. I want to move in there, I want some space. I need space.

A set of three knocks pulls my attention away from the mirror and my thoughts. "Sirena are you ready?" Jimin's voice is weak, he is tired I don't think he slept much, may e he should of injected himself with that shit.

"Yeah I'll be out now" I answer walking to the door, is there anything else they are not telling me? Of course there is why wouldn't there be? I open the bathroom door and the room is completely empty, Jimin is not there and neither is our stuff. I walk outside and down the cold metal steps where I was shot to Jimins car. I know better than to argue with him when it comes to who is driving me where.