It has always been you PJM READER

SIRENA

Chapter 12

Rolling around in my bed I feel frustrated, why would Jin lie? why would any of them? am I missing part of the story? it is already six am and I have not got any sleep in, maybe I am just over paranoid, I am not scared of Alex something about him is quite calming to be honest, my room is still dark because of the closed curtains I close my eyes and try to get a few minutes of sleep but I cant, I wont fall asleep, I need to know what happened.

Down in the kitchen I pull my robe tighter around me when I see Alex, his body tightens the way Jimin's does when he is around me, maybe he is trying to fool me? well what ever it is it is not working. "Alex can we talk?" I asked walking to the coffee machine, I said he does not scare me, I never said he is not creepy "you knew it was me?" he asked taking a sip of his coffee his eyes raking my body, like I am some prize he wants.

"yes, so what happened here?" I asked sitting in front of him waiting for the kettle to finish boiling "you mean why did I kill them and blamed Jimin?" he asked placing his mug on the table, for a split second I am sure I saw regret flashing through his eyes but is disappeared faster than it appeared "look you would not understand why I did what I did, and even if you did you would not believe me.... besides a little birdy told me someone has been stalking you?" he asked looking at the kettle that is yelling from the steam 

"yes" I answer standing up, I except I will never know what really happened, and I am not okay with it, but I cant push "Jimin obviously does not understand why you did what you did?" I asked pouring coffee powder into a mug I need strong coffee to survive today "I tried explaining but what can I say? back to you when did your stalker start?" he asked as I sit down realising I might not get the full story but parts of it "the photos seems to go back two months, I'll have to ask him, do you regret what you did?" I answer and ask back his face drops his eyes scanning mine like I revealed some big secret.

"no I don't regret it, Sirena listen closely I need you to tell me everything about this guy stalking you, what photos?" he asked his voice is serious and for a moment he sounds just like Jimin "I don't know a few days ago I got a photo album full of photos of me" I answer and just on queue blond wana be barbie walks into the kitchen. she cups Alexs cheeks and press her lips against his "I wouldn't do that" I say laughing as I walk to the fridge to get some milk. I normally like black coffee but I need milk today "why jealous?" she asked running her hand through Alex hair "I understand maids do get jealous from time to time, but wake up and smell the coffee, that's all you are and Jimin will never see you as anything more" a cruel smile twists her face I close my eyes and smelled the coffee I am holding 

"you allowing this?" Alex asked standing up and walking towards me I just keep quiet I know by now making drama with Jimin's girls never ends well "okay then, listen uhm I don't know you, don't ever touch or kiss me again, and never speak to her like that again I will make you regret it" Alex warns the girl standing in front of us "Jimin what do you mean you don't know my name?" she asked and to be honest I don't even know her name, they never stick around long enough for that part "because I am not Jimin" he mumbles taking my hand and pulling me to the exit of the kitchen 

when I see Jimin I freeze and pull my hand back Alex looks at me then at Jimin a soft smile curls his lips he takes my hand but does not move "morning" Alex mumbles stepping in front of Jimin he does not answer back his eyes goes to my fingers that is intertwined with Alex fingers.

"please tell your whore to back off from Sirena, a blind person can see that you love her, and the way she speaks to Sirena is not appropriate" he added before tugging my arm and walking away he pulls me up the wooden stairs and into my room closing the door behind us he ask to see the album I laugh at him for even thinking I would show it to him "I need to see the time frames on the photos Sirena" he explained sitting on my bed I walk up and down thinking of another way to solve this "you cant, I am naked in most of those photos" I explain sitting down on my bed.