-𝗥𝗘𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡; Var!Genshin Impact x Reader

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟺𝟽.𝟻

𝓐𝓓𝓔𝓛𝓐

"υнм...ωну αяє уσυ gυуѕ ¢яуιиg?"

Was the last question that they will be hearing from me before their memories of my own mother lost. Of course, my 6 year old self didnt know any better and kept pestering the Gods and Adepti why they dont remember my mother the next day after they were just crying over her dead body the night she died.

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I went up to the mountain ranges again, to the adepti abode that I used to stay in while I grew up. I knew that they kept forgetting my mother bit by bit but they forgot her own name on the first day that they should have mourned over her death.

They mourned someone else's name instead.

"𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘎𝘶𝘪𝘻𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘨.."

Just who was Guizhong? My mother's name is not Guizhong, It's [name]. The only death that I got informed about was my mother's. Not a random Goddess that doesn't even exist and I dont even know about.

"𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘹..𝘸𝘩𝘰'𝘴 𝘎𝘶𝘪𝘻𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘨?"

I asked him whilst he was holding my mother's wilted bellflower in his hands. I stood there behind him with my innocent eyes while my lips were quivering. I noticed him flinch from my voice and I saw his forehead crease from my question like it's so offensive to ask about. "𝘚𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳..𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘎𝘰𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘋𝘶𝘴𝘵"

"God of Dust" my ass. She doesn't exist in my life and never will be. I only know the Goddess of Dimension or also known as the Demon Goddess named [name]. One who saved a mere Khaenri'ahn child who was about to bleed to death and raised as her own.

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A year passed and they kept whispering "Guizhong"  under their breath on the date that mother died. My 7 year old self decided that she had enough and packed all necessary things in her mother's shoulder bag, including the little vials that can turn her bloodline to human whenever I or someone else feels like it.

That's what the letter that mother gave me is for.

Bless my mother in the heavens for being able to teach me a lot of things and help me how to conserve my energy without eating anything if I didnt know how to cook certain things with limited ingredients.

I left at night but before I glided off from the mountains, I changed my hair colour to a much basic one that you can mostly find in all regions. So instead of having my usual lavender purple coloured hair, I made it black using a little trick that mother taught me. I've also managed to make my eye pupils normal instead of the usual demon slits whenever I'm with others or the diamond or the starry shaped ones whenever I'm with mother and her friends from Khaneri'ah. Surprised I was able to do that at that age.

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Speaking of mother's friends from Khaenri'ah, I've ventured off a little bit to find that place but I was only met by a..dove? I think it was called a dove. I recognized that it was Sir Dainleif's bird but it was only following me for a short amount of time. Also, I did try to follow the dove so I know the way to Khaenri'ah again but it always disappears whenever there's a mist somewhere near me to lose my sight for it.

My hunch was that the bird was looking after me or Sir Dainsleif considering it's his bird and it was following me everywhere I go along with always fetch me some berries for food or fruits. It did leave me after I decided to not go to Khaenri'ah anymore to visit Sir Dainsleif and Miss Lumine after the death of my mother because I was actually tired of travelling day by day.

Khaenri'ah also has lots of whereabouts to enter and exit from there according from my foggy memories.

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Genuinely, never would I have thought that I could survive for years just by camping outside. I've also just recently heard about Xiao's Karma or something...

Also during for the past hundreds of years, I've been avoiding lots of things that includes the Archons, Gods, Khaenri'ah and Celestia. Although, I've heard countless screams of terrors and horrors just..by the north? Or was it south..

That's when I knew that those screams belonged to the Khaenri'ahn people. I think this is one of the major events that mother has been muttering to herself and writing in her notebook which was called the Destruction of Khaenri'ah.

She also mentioned two anomalies, or probably anomalies that are twins and one of them is Miss Lumine. Was her twin Sir Dainsleif?

No..

What's his name again?

Ah,

Aether.

I havent seen her twin.

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𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗢𝗙𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗗‼️

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Adela storytime??🤨

Anyways sorry for the late publish, I've been feeling ill for the past week and I swear I cant type sentences in wattpad sometime cause I feel dizzy and cant think well when I try to write💀

I've also realized how many fillers I have wrote so far

And I think people shouldn't skip the disclaimers since I've seen readers get surprised a lot in some chapters especially chapter 8 or when I mistook an info from genshin..

It really doesnt follow the lore as much in my book but I did try🧍🏻‍♀️