guilty pleasure

the start

When a one night guilty pleasure I had turned into a lifetime of pleasure

That one night stand with a hot blonde isn't all pleasure when it turns out your pregnant at 16 with a dead mother and a dad throwing you out with also a death of someone you love that changes your life

time to flashback to when I'm sitting in the bathroom with the test in my hand

"no fucking way, I'm not fucking pregnant" I whisper out panicking at the two lines on the test In front of me

how is it possible I haven't slept with anyone recen....shit I need to stop drinking, fucking jj maybank and his tiny cock well not tiny but he took the piss, just pull out dumbass

and yes I have a boyfriend he's amazing and perfect we have been dating for 3 years now and I regret sleeping with jj yes I cheated okay but I was drunk, ok fine I didn't stop it but I was drunk and now look I've got something growing in my fucking tummy I blame him stupid pogue

I stand up in my bathroom taking a deep breath and putting the test on the side next to the sink when I hear the doorbell knowing that's Theo here to pick me up, he decided we should go to the wreck for a date this week since his mum liked it there but what I'm worried about is a certain curly head to be working there since her parents own it so the chances of her not being there are pretty low

and yeah kiara carrera I have had to avoid her every day since Sarah dropped her, she was really nice I loved kiara she was fun very pretty she reminded me off myself but Sarah has been my bestfriend since I was born since are dads are bestfriends so obviously I stuck along with Sarah and ignored kie but I feel bad for kie she didn't deserve it and now she hates me which makes me wanna die but life's life sometimes

Oh and then also she's friends with jj maybank so he could be there with jhon b and pope but pope, I love pope he's so sweet he always drops are grocery's I always give him a massive tip and jhon b he's just jhon b you know I don't know him much since I only know him when I see him at work when I'm at the Cameron's but he's a nice guy

I run down the stairs, opening the door with a massive smile on my face to see my handsome boy infront of me with beautiful flowers

"hi gorgeous" he says smiling as i smile taking the flowers in his hand

"hey theo, let me put these in a vase then we can go okay" I say pecking his lips and running away grabbing a vase and filling it with water and just plopping the beautiful flowers into it with a smile

"okay let's go" I say as he nods holding my hand as I shout up to my dad in his office "bye dad I'm going out"

"bye I won't be home when u get back" he shouts back

"okay" I shout as we walk out the door closing it behind us as we then walk to his car

he opens the door for me as I get in and he closes it gently and goes to get in as well

see told you I'm the worst he is so sweet and thoughtful then I am just a cheating bitch who he dosen't deserve he deserves way better but he settled for the cheating bitch why who knows?

anyways we are now driving off and I feel him sliding his hand to my thigh giving me butterflies

"you okay?" he asks as I paste on a smile

"yeah you?" I say smiling as he nods with a smile

"yeah" he says as I nod kissing his cheek and we just drive

we arrived and parked just about to get out the car but I have to wait for Theo to open my door so as I'm waiting I can feel my heart in my fucking stomach I'm so nervous about just seeing kiara and the guy who's kid is growing in me